okay so im dating mason patten.. gonna be a month april 28th, i really like him and im taking this relationship serious, i know ive said i have liked a lot of people but i seriously did but Mason, he makes me laugh whenever we talk, when i see him i get butter flies, when he smiles at me i feel safe, when he hugs me i know no one can hurt me, when he kisses me its magical, when he tells me he loves me i feel loved and i feel strong like nothing can hurt me, but i go walking around school and my friends come up to me and say he is using me, he wants me for sex, he is to hot for you, your not good enough for him, give up. Really? when they say he is using me i shed tears, just a little bit, when they say he wants me for sex, i feel horrible about myself, when they say he is too hot for me i feel ugly and worthless, when they say im not good enough for him i go home and smile.. until i go to bed and then i cry myself to sleep.
