Life In High School

Chapter 3

It was morning and the holidays have started
I had no strength to commence my day, I didn't even have the strength to get up from bed I checked savannah's bed and she was already gone. I lied back down and tried to reply to some of my un replied messages, Savannah came into the room and stood by the door side
“Won't you have breakfast? “She asked

“I'm not hungry” I said without even looking at her

“Ok then” She replied and left the room

I didn't even have the time to bother myself about why she is acting so mean… I felt like there was no love between us and we were much like strangers rather than sisters all because of this thing called EDUCATION
Just then I remembered that I had to engage myself in online tutoring, So I had to Force myself to get up and take a shower then get dressed and get to my study table and work on finding educational websites or apps for high school stuff
Luckily I found some study timetable apps and also an app called Khan Academy

I found different fields of study and all that and I was like confused but I didn't want to do science growing up I always wanted to be an actress, So I was like I suppose Humanities would be the best choice
But wasn't this something I wanted to talk about with my parents? I chose it anyways then took my phone to tell my dad that was the field I would love to offer in high school and he was pretty cool about it and agreed promising that he'll talk to my mom

I started getting to know the subjects and enquiring about everything about the field of humanities I forgot to charge my laptop so it went off…  I immediately spotted Savannah’s laptop, I didn’t want to use it but I had no choice after all I knew the password so I turned in on and made my enquires, just then I had this urge to go through savannah's laptop and just as I unlocked it and scrolled I found Khan Academy among her personal Apps, my curiosity got the best of me again and I proceeded into entering the app and she was already registered and chose the science field

I was surprised she never mentioned this to me,  she was already done with her preparation for high school... Even without telling me a word. I just had to accept things as they were so I just closed her laptop and plugged mine to charge. I went back and was about to lie down then closed my eyes. Nana Nora brought breakfast in bed for me

“Hey Hannie, good morning it's already 11am and you haven't eaten anything, Savie said you weren't hungry so I decided to bring food and feed you” she said

“No Nana, I'm not a baby” I Said giggling

“You're still your mommy's baby, you're my baby too I was here way before you were born that's why I'm your Nana, But it's fine if you're not hungry eventually you'll feel hungry, once you're, warm the food and eat so you won't get tummy aches” she added

“Ok Nana” I replied

She left and I finally lied down again and spent the rest of my day in bed, Mom and dad soon got home from work and were tired so I came out of my room and went to theirs to greet them and went to Jordan's room to see what he's been up to e was busy on his PS5 and didn't even realize I came to his room. I didn't want to disturb so I went back to my room. Once I entered, Savannah came in too

“Why are you behaving weird?” She asked

“Me behaving weird? Maybe I should be the one asking, why have you suddenly changed?” I said to her “I haven't changed; I just realized you don't appreciate my efforts in helping tutor you” I added

“Who is turning you against me, Savie? And who said that I don't appreciate you or your tutoring?” I asked

“No one did anything ok! It's just - Never mind” she said cutting her statement

“You know what hurts... We used to be close but people you love can go.. From people you know to people you don't” I said to her

“.....” She was out of words

“Goodnight” I told her as I climbed on my bed and covered myself with my blanket

She completely avoided me the next day and didn't say a word to me
She would pretend to interact with me while mom and dad were around but once they left to forget she was a totally different person. We promised that nothing would separate us but I'm sure high school was going to be a main obstacle that will make us grow farther apart without Caring about each other's feelings.
  Throughout the holidays it is always as it was and I just was fed up with everything, I'd hang out with Jordan most times like going to the supermarket or a restaurant or even to the park and that made Savannah hate me more

I just didn't like the way things were going and I constantly thought about me surviving High school but God is great, as my mom taught me to always say; May his will be done… All I could do was bear with the situation or hope that one day she would realize her mistake and try to set things right
At the mean time all I could do was to wait for school to resume in September (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)