꧁Forest Girl꧂ // Aonung

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I rushed towards my marui pod, where my parents would already wait for our arrival.

I looked at the ocean and saw Neteyam and Aonung. I guess the rest stayed at the spirit tree, and I can't blame them.

The spirit tree is beautiful, not from the outside but the things I saw... wow.

Rushing to the pod, I thought about what to say. I didn't know a thing I could say to them.

I just let myself lead me from my anger which I'll probably regret later.

As I arrived Jake and Neytiri looked at me in confusion. It's weird to call them by their names.

I grabbed my spear and held it in their faces. „Where did I get the spear from?!" I asked yelling.

Neytiri reached out for me with a worried look on her face „Don't come near me!" I yelled at her.

„Vari, how are you speaking to your mother?" Jake asked me. I chuckled at his words.

He even has the courage to lie now. I held my spear more into their faces „ Mother?" I asked with a chuckle.

He wrinkled his eyebrows „who gave me this spear?!" I asked them again. „Vari." I heard a voice say.

It was Neteyam and Aonung behind him. Aonung looked at me with worried eyes but I avoided his gaze.

Neteyam walked towards me and I aimed my spear at him. „Back off!" I yelled at him.

He put his hands up with a surprised look and I'd probably feel bad by now but I was too angry.

They basically lied to me and made me think I'm another person.

I turned to my so called ‚parents' again. „I want answers!" I yelled at them. „Vari." My mother warned me.

„Who gave me my name?" I asked them, pretending to think. „You?" I asked as I looked at Jake. „Or you?" I asked Neytiri.

„Vari, chill out." I heard Neteyam say. I hissed at him which was enough for him to be quiet.

„Maybe it was Tsu'tey." I said „or maybe Tsyal, my parents." I said, connecting eyes with them.

I nearly grinned by how shocked they looked at each other. „Vari, we-„ „Is it true?!" I asked, yelling and interrupting Neytiri.

„Tsu'tey, my father! He gave me this spear, didn't he?" I asked them, still yelling.

My ‚parents' hesitated to answer me „And don't you have the audacity to lie to me!" I told them.

„it's true." Jake said and I chuckled. Tears started to built up in my eyes „But we still love you like our own." Neytiri said to me.

All the memories from my childhood replayed in my head. „You lied to me my whole life!" I yelled at them.

A tear rolled down my cheek „Oh Vari." Neytiris voice said, she reached out for me.

I aimed at her „Don't touch me!" I yelled. „All my life, I thought I was a whole different person!" I yelled at them. „You made me think that!"

„You are not even my real parents!" I yelled. Neytiri got watery eyes as she looked down.

„Neteyam, Lo'ak, tuk. They are not my siblings!" I yelled. I didn't mentioned Kiri since she was adopted but she still was a sully and I saw her as a sister.

"Why did you told kiri, but not me?!" I yelled at them, wanting nothing more than answers.

„Vari, you need to calm down." Jake said to me.