"Sometimes all you can do is smile. Move on with your day, hold back tears and pretend you're okay."
-Unknown
You know what's sad? When you only have two friends and they're both busy and social so you never hang out with them. When every single weekend you sit at home. When your version of getting out is going to a tool place or going shopping with your parents. Even just getting pizza is fun at this point. I want soooo badly to have a summer party and to hang put with a lot of people despite my anxiety. I would force myself through it and distract myself until I'm comfy with a group of people. I miss doing fun stuff. But with the fact that I have an extreme lack of friends, anxiety, and everything near fun is at least an hour away..
I don't do much ever. I only have two friends and they're both social people so they don't have time to hang out with me but once every few months..
Do you ever miss the "old" days? When everything was easier? At least a little bit easier.
Its also sad when you scroll through Instagram or FB and people are posting about their weekend. Even their week. And all I have to say is I sat at home alone eating and sitting.
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Anxiety
Non-FictionThis is about me and my life. It is nonfiction. It is about my anxiety and my emotions. This including depression. I know I can relate to a lot of people, so I decided to write this. All opinions are my own. I end each "chapter" with nerd to go with...
