Nobody Gets Me.

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kelly smelly: i'm beyond upset with you.

:why?

kelly smelly: because you're dumb. you still went to onikas with the bullshit.

:i didn't do anything. literally. her mom was supposed to come so she put new girl out. after that we talked and she told me how she felt about our situation. is that a crime?

i'm just confused on why they keep coming for me. me wanting to hear onikas side shouldn't be such a big deal. it shouldn't be their business anyways. onika is an adult just like i am.

kelly smelly: i understand that bey but you broke the girl heart. why won't you move on?

:because i don't want to. she already told me to do what i think is best because i'm an adult. i know what onika wants me to do. that's our business. when i have her back, i don't want none of the fake energy.

kelly smelly: fake energy? beyoncé be real with yourself babe. seriously. this girl has a whole girlfriend.

:i don't care! onika talked to me, in person. before yesterday when i dropped rumi off. it was when i dropped lyric off. onika literally gave me permission without actually saying it. you know how onika is, she beats around the bush when it comes to what she wants. i would know.

it's just really annoying to be told stuff about someone you spent your life with. they act like they know her more than i do. onika isn't the typical person. she has levels and once you get past them, she's all yours. it's like she's a whole new person.

i've been through those levels and this is gonna be an easy second round. she's simple. life can be easy if it you make it that way and that's what she does.

kelly smelly: whatever. you're right, you know her more than i do. do whatever, but when it goes downhill, don't ask me to talk to her for you. because before you cheated i told you not to go with your mind and do what your heart knows. you still fucked up, and expected me to talk to onika for you. i refuse. that got me cursed out. you too old for the things you do sometimes.

:thank you kelly.

she should know to leave me alone now. all of that was really unnecessary because why is this bothering her? onika clearly doesn't have too big of an issue about it because she hasn't went off on me yet. we're all good until she gets to that point. and there hasn't been a sign of her getting there.

but i have to go pick up rumi today. although she went yesterday, i don't want her there too long because she'll get attached and won't want to leave. especially with onika.

i'm gonna give her a few more hours in the day before i go get her, just so she won't complain about me coming too fast. she does that when i pick her up from my moms house.

"ma!"

"yes?" i turned to my room door and saw lyric. she always want something with her worrisome ass. can't go a day without her begging.

"can you buy me a car?"

"hell no. you can't even drive."

"how imma learn without a car?"

"plenty of ways." i went back to my phone and felt her get in my bed. here she go. little annoying ass. lyric is like a best friend to me. we grew up together damn near so we really experienced a lot. i had her young.