Nobody Gets Me.

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onika fine as fuck. literally. i've been trying to eat her out for days now but she will not let me. i'm not sure what i did, but she's not fucking with it. i need to figure out whatever i did before she really start neglecting my sexing. only wanting to do stuff to me, and have nothing in return. i hate when she does that.

"where's lyric?" she yawned sitting her purse down on the bed and i shrugged. i know where she is but i don't wanna talk about that. "i have her shit so she need to make herself seen before i go."

"what do you have?"

"that's between me and her ma'am. mind yours."

"here you go." i rolled my eyes and walked up to her. i'm gonna figure it out, so i don't know why they hide stuff from me.

"she can tell when she's ready, i'm not."

"she having sex?"

"i'm not saying anything so." she shrugged and i smacked my lips. why she gotta be like that? that's why they be so up her ass, she's nice as fuck. "where is she at bey?"

"her room." i had a dead face. when she walked away i smacked her butt to see what she would do. nothing. it made me groan and flop on the bed. what do i do!!!??

"that's the only kind that they had, i've never needed one." they came in the room again and i watched them closely. if they would tell me, i could help them. but it's like the blind leading the blind. "is there even multiple kinds?"

"i don't know ma..."

"multiple kinds of what?" i huffed rolling my eyes. they're annoying.

they looked at each other before onika gestured for her to say it. she's acting way too scared for me. like did they kill somebody? fuck?

"i asked her to buy me a plan b." then i noticed the box clear as day in her hand. damn.

"what? why?"

lyric shrugged and i got out the bed. there's only one reason so i had to rephrase my question.

"did you do it?"

"yea..."

"well....did you enjoy it?"

she was so nervous it made me feel bad. i hadn't given her a reason to be that way. i'm very understanding if you ask me.

"i mean...yea. yea i enjoyed it."

"that's good then. what you need a pill for?" i sat on the bed rubbing my thighs. my hands were sweating. bad. this is my oldest baby, things make me nervous as hell.

"there's only one reason ma." she kept looking away from me and being closed off. her responses were low as well.

"are you nervous to tell me about it? why you being quiet? did you not want to tell me?"

"i was gonna tell you, i just- i wanted to get this out the way first. it was an accident so."

"it was okay right? you wanted to do it? you weren't forced or anything."

"no i wasn't forced, he waited for me. it was cool mama."

"are you okay?"

"yea i'm fine...i mean i cried after but i'm fine. i was just shocked and he took care of me."

"that shit make you cry?" onika looked confused and i gave her a look to shut up. she can't even relate to this conversation cause she been gay all her life. won't even let a penis near her. "sorry."

"have you taken the pill yet?"

"no i- i wanted to ask if this was the right thing i was doing. mama don't know a thing, just bought it." lyric looked at her before toning her eyes.