me before you

08

"WHAT IF SOMEONE comes home" i ask him
"if you are coming up with so many reasons we shouldn't do this, then you're not ready millie."
"you act like i'm a virgin" i scoff
"uhm...are you not?" he furrows his brows as he fiddles with my hands
"no asshole. why has everyone assumed that?"
"i just figured since you were so nervous you were"
"i'm nervous because we are in a group. a group doesn't work well when two people are having sex."
"seemed to workout fine with madi and i"
"i just don't want anything to be screwed up because of us" i tell him.
"well then you need to put a shirt on so i can stop thinking about fucking you." he says
"no"
"no?"
i mean, if he won't tell anyone neither will i. no one gets hurt. no one gets upset. we're fine.

i position myself from standing to now straddling him, he was right. nothing about him is soft right now.
"see, there's my girl" he smiles before leaning in and connecting our lips this kiss was different from our first, he was in control and it was much more passionate this time.
he falls backwards into my bed giving us much more room. his hands move to my butt grabbing me and pushing my back and forth onto him.
i quiet moan leaves my mouth, was i really this touch deprived?

he trails his lips from mine, to my jaw and then to my neck which really got me going.
he sits up with me in his lap so we are skin to skin.
"you are so beautiful baby" he says in between kisses, i can't even speak because everything just feels so good.
he ends up getting my sports bra off which led me to be bare on my upper half. one of his hands cups my boob and he takes my nipple between two of his fingers and starts doing wonders in that department.

he moves us so he was now on top of me between my legs. his cross chain had dangled over me reminding me again this is a bad idea.
his hands meet the waistband of my shorts and he looks up at me for consent i nod my head and he quickly removes the cotton fabric from my body leaving me in only a tiny pair of underwear.
his hands travel around my inter thighs making my breath shaky whenever he brushed over my underwear. he looks down tracking over the tattoo on my inner hip.
"you are so fucking annoying" i groan, he knows what he's doing and he thinks it's hilarious.
he connects our lips as his hand starts rubbing me through my underwear i put my hand on his and slow his pace, at this rate i was due to cum in seconds. yeah i guess it had been that long.
"fuck" i moan out quietly as he sucks on my neck, i push his head down, if he was to leave hickeys on me they were not to be seen by anyone.
he breaks the waistband of my underwear and his hand was now on me. his finger working their magic of the outside of me. everything was going well, until i got a phone call.

i look over and read sierra in big letters
"answer it" he looks me dead in the eyes
"are you crazy?" i ask him but it's too late, he reaches for my phone and presses the green accept button.

"h-hey sierra what's up" i say slightly out of breath.
"ellie, kay and i are gonna go get coffee, do you wanna come?" she asks
"oh i um- i'm in the middle of something right now can we do something later?"
"you said that two hours ago, i wanna make sure you're okay after that whole thing with grayson lastnight"
his finger moves inside of me making me gasp, much louder than planned. his lips were trailing up and down my neck every second i got closer and closer.
"no i- i'm good, really good i think i have it all i'm figured out"
"why are you out of breath? are you getting fucked right now?" she laughs making a joke.
grayson chuckles quietly but not loud enough for them to hear.
"what!?" kailey says in the background
"no! oh my god no, i'm doing a workout and it's really fucking hard, you called me at a bad time." i lie
"okay we'll pause it, we need to talk and i don't think i can be on the phone another second with you groaning" she laughs
"okay make it quick i really, really need to finish" i tell her as my back starts arching.