💜💜 Nee En Usiru Yaarukum Naan Tharamaten 💜💜

💜 73 💜

Double update!

Little short than the usual chapters.
Don't forget to read the previous chapter.
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There was no expected reaction from Aravind. Sahana wondered whether he might have slipped in bathroom and got hurt on his head.

Sah: Aravindey, naan enna solran neenga enna reaction eh illama irukinga.

Ar: being youtuber is not an easy like people see from outside, Sahana ma. It may seem like 3M subscribers. But hardly people will watch your video. And with that video viewing time only we can earn due to the ad given to those videos.

Sah: I agree. But athuku neenga constant ah active ah irunthale padhi achieve panna mathiri than. Then I had seen your videos. They were absolutely mindblowing.

Aravind gave a small smile. Sahana couldn't guess what was running in that peanut size brain of his.

Ar: lost is lost, ma. Antha moment antha video pakurvanga subscribe pannuvanga. But there isn't any surity that they will follow us further.

Sah: I couldn't believe, mama. Ithu neenga thana? Positive ah think panna solli solluvinga. Neengale yen negative ah think pannuringa? I agree, due to the break in uploading videos, there will be a less chance in people watch the video by trusting you. But people will come around on one or other day. Athu matum illa new audience will start watching. Art ah love panravanga kandipa papanga. Atha vida mukkiyamana onnu, neenga onnum story upload pannala. Oru part ku wait pannitu story eh maranthuruchu ippo ethuku pudhu release ah paakanumnu nenaika. Ella videovum stand alone. There is a high chance for people to watch them, mama.

Aravind didn't show any reaction being silent, as if he didn't have any interest in listening to her. But she didn't stop boosting up her hero.

Sah: konjam yosichu parunga. Ippo 3M subscriberskum notification pogum. Athula oru 100K kooda vendam oru 10K koodava unga video paaka matanganu nenaikiringa? Ellarum ore mathiri yosika maatanga, Aravindey. I am damn sure, minimum oru 100K vathu papanga. Atha vida kamminalum ippo enna koranju pochu. Constant ah effort potingana, you can do it, mama.

Ar: ithellam sari patu varathu, Sahana. Unkita solla enaku entha prachanaiyum illa. Enaku oru mathiri social media comments paathale allergy mathiri iruku. 20% positive comment iruntha 80% negative than. Naan avlo kashtapatu video ready panni poduvan. I was alone, Sahana.

He paused for a second before continue. Sahana listened to him silently, as he was opening up about his life for the past 6 years in detail for the first time.

Ar: namma veeta vitu ponapo, entha thairiyathula ponanu enaku theriyala. Bangalorela en kooda M.Sc collegela padicha oru paiyan irunthan avankita help kekalamnu than ponanan. But avan en call attend panna kooda illa. I am not blaming him. Inga ethana peru avanga school college friends kooda touchla irukanga? Friendske antha nelamai na just kooda padicha paiyan. Nammala nyabagam vachukanumnu avasiyam illala. Naan Civil engineering padikum pothu enaku friends eh illanu sonnanla ma. Appakita kenji koothadi M.Sc padichathuku ore use konjam ellarkoodaiyum socialise anan. Appadithan antha paiyana theriyum. Though avana contact panna mudiyalanalum konjam thairiyam irunthuthu that I could manage alone. Oru valiya antha anaike enaku rentku veedu kedachuthu. Illana en nelamai enna ayirukumnu yosichu kooda paaka mudiyala.

He exhaled a deep breathe and looked at his fingers, intertwining them.

Ar: appo enaku oru message vanthuthu. 1,00,000 rupees accountla credited nu. Appa thanu enaku theriyum. But avaroda caring ah appo naan purinjukala. Enaku veembu than vanthuthu. Antha money ah use pannave koodathunu mudivu eduthan. Kaiyila iruntha konja paintings ah oru art exhibitionla sales pannan Janaki amma help vachu. Athula vantha ammount vachu than konja naal samalichan. Athukulla neraya artist ah approach panan. But none was ready to accept me. Yen neraya edathula company gate kooda thoda vidala.

He chuckled sadly. Sahana felt very bad and unknowingly tears rolled down her eyes, seeing his helpless state.

Ar: appo than I came across digital art work in freelancing website. Computer Sciencela masters pannathu enaku avlo helpful ah irunthuthu. Yet athula earn pannathu onnum periya amount illa. Rathiri pagalnu paakama pala projects panna than Bangalore cost of livingku ennala manage panna mudiyum. Athu poga monthly one or two thousand than ennala save panna mudiyum. Appadiye life pochu. Passionkaga ponan. Atlast sapatukaga velai seiyura mathiri ayiruchu. Appapo Rakshan, Sarath, Pugazh varuvanunga. Ungala pathi ellam kepan. Rompa miss pannuvan ellaraiyum. Oru mathiri life eh lonely ana mathiri ayiruchu. Canvas touch eh illa digital work pathanala. Appo than oru video paathan Youtube channels eppadi work aguthunu. Arambathula oru aarvama try pannan. Oru thayakam irunthuthu. Athan real Id marachu namma rendu peru name sethu oru name vachan channelku. But views pogave illa. Rompa ematrama irunthuthu.

He balanced his elbows on his knees and closed his face with his palms.

Ar: appuram athu sari varathunu vitutan. Neraya schoolslam drawing teacher jobku try panan. Oru sila wall ad company's try panan. Intha mathiri neraya try panan. Literally nothing worked out. Enake oru kattathula vaazhkaiya veruthuruchu. Enaku sometimes setharalamnu kooda thoniruku. But amma face um un face um than nyabagam varum. Naan poranthathula irunthu enakaga vazhura ammakagavum nee poranthathula irunthu unna kaikulaye vachu thanganumnu nenachathukagavum than naan again life restart panan. Appo etharchiah oru naal youtube open panna already upload panna videos nalla reach agirunthuthu. Subscribers neraya irunthanga. So once again try pannan. But oru sila comments rompa negative ah irunthuthu. Odanjutan. Athuku appuram naan youtube ah suthama maranthutan. But naan konjam stable anathuku reason youtube than. Athula irunthu vantha amount ah appadiye save panna arambichan. Freelancingla varatha matum expense pannitu. Poga poga youtubela irunthum kammi amount than vanthuthu. Naan than videos podurathe illaiye. Appo than Mani marriageku vara sonna. Athuku appuram enna nadanthuthunu unake theriyum. Antha youtubela irunthu save panna amount vachu than unaku thali podavai ellam thali podura functionku vaangunan. Athu matum illana naan norungirupan ma antha anaiku. Unaku first first naan panna vendiya vishayathaiya panna mudiyama poirunthurukum.

He opened his eyes and sat straight. He took her hands and held it, looking into her eyes.

Ar: but en life lesson ah nalla kathukitan. Intha ulagathula munnerurathundrathu rompa kashtam being standing alone amidst the crowd. Appa ippo varutha paduraru enaku vali kamichurukanumnu. But avar kamichurunthalum enakana vaaipu avar moolama kedachathatha irukum. Athu en victory kedayathu. Athe samayam yaaru help illama munneranumna thery naaiya vida mosama vazhkaila adi padanum. Appadi adi patalum oru silarku than antha golden opportunity kedaikuthu. Kadavul ellarukum atha kudukurathu illa. Yen, Sahana ma, kadavul enaku oru kathava kooda thorakala?

His voice broke and echoed his pain. His heart clenched and huge lump formed in his throat. Sahana was dead, seeing the stagnated water in his eyes, which showed the six years of loneliness, struggle, pain of failure in his life.

TBC...💜