His Sweet Taste || Seungjin

13.🌷

Turns out Minho couldn't sleep over at Jisungs since he got a call from his dance teacher saying how he had to arrive early in the morning to meet with them, which meant that Jisung had to walk his way home all by himself. His thoughts would constantly wander back to Minho. Wondering what bond they may have at the moment. Is it too early to say that he likes Minho? If so, why does he get butterflies any time Minho would touch him or look his way?

Jisungs pov.

I had to make my way home all by myself due to Minho getting a sudden call from his dance teacher. It felt weird almost, not having him by my side, which made me even more confused with myself and my own feelings. I don't understand it, didn't I hate him a few days ago? He probably has over thirty people dialed in his phone already, I'm just one he finds amusement in. I started to overthink way more than I should and before I knew it my body and mind started going through a panic. I don't want to get hurt again, distancing myself from him is a need. I don't believe Minho could ever like me the way I am, nor in the way that I like him. My ex did the same, leaving me broken for months.

"Get Minho out of your head." - is what I kept on repeating in my head.

I felt cold tears running down my face as I tried to push the thoughts away but now couldn't. I felt so helpless.

"I just want to be loved." - I whispered making my way home slowly.

The closer I got the more my pain grew. I could feel my chest tighten. Why did I let him do this to me? I did have a great time but I mustn't fall for him. Not like this.

A few minutes later.

I heard my phone ringing as I was about to ring the doorbell. How do I tell my mother where I have been? Though she shouldn't be off of work yet, I think I'm safe. But the call I thought was my mothers, turned out to be Minhos.

"Are you kidding me? Why can't he just leave me alone. He's a player anyway."

Pick up.

My gut feeling was telling me to pick up though I refuse to talk to him. I must run away from this feeling. I then went to grab my keys which were in my backpack, quickly unlocking the door and locking it after entering.

"I don't want to talk to you Minho, stop calling me." - I said under my breath

Am I in the wrong? But if I am why do I feel like this is the right thing to do? I needed to get my mind off of this before my mother got home. She'd keep asking me what's wrong, just how exactly do I tell her that a boy has been messing with my heart and mind? Right, there is no way. It's way too embarrassing. I went up to my room in hopes for all of this to fade away, I thought sleeping would help but it only made things worse. My hands started to shake as my breathing got worse by each second. The same thoughts running through my head over and over again... Tears formed in my eyes as I saw him calling me again. You don't see me how I see you Min...

Minhos pov.

I truly enjoyed the time I spent with Jisung today, leading to my heart breaking upon hearing my dance teachers words. I didn't want to part ways with him yet.

I really wanted to hold him for a bit longer.

Is it possible to be so in love with another to the point that you'd take any risks? I didn't believe so until my eyes first met my Sungies.

Jisung.

As I got home, I made myself coffee while at the same time making sure my cats got fed. I wonder what Jisung is up to, but I decided to call him later since he probably hasn't gotten home yet.

I hope he's okay.

A few hours have passed and I still haven't heard from Jisung. I tried calling him, a few times to be precise. He didn't pick up, once. My worry started to grow more by every second. Why wasn't he picking up? Have I done something that upset him? Is he in danger? Did he lose his phone? So many questions have crossed my mind in my head which made me tense.

"Fuck this, I'm going to his house."

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Chapter 14 introduction:

"Through tears I heard someone ringing my bell while calling out my name."