His Sweet Taste || Seungjin

51.🌷

Felix's pov.

As I made my way through the gates I noticed the members all gathered together near the fences. I wanted to walk up and greet them but noticed Changbin near Chris and Minho, so I decided to listen to their conversation instead since it looked important.

"I still love her til this day though there is nothing I can do about it. So I completely understand what you are feeling right now. You feel rage, you want to fight your reality with the one your heart desires."

I heard those words coming out of Changbins mouth, with that same saddened tone in his voice as before. I immediately knew who he was talking about. Chaeryeong. My eyes filled up with tears as the words he told stung deeper into my heart. I ran inside the school, searching for an empty space not wanting to hear any more than I already have. I ended up finding a completely empty classroom and made my way inside. But before I could even close the door properly I slid down the door and sat onto the floor. It's as if my legs completely cut off. Tears ran down my face as I so desperately tried to wipe them all away. Those words hurt just as much as they have before. An image of seeing Changbin and Chaeryeong from when they first started dating flashed in my head as I shook my head trying to brush those thoughts away. My sobs turned louder the more I thought about it. I loved him for all these years yet he has never felt the same way for me. He fell in love with someone who was barely in his life. Why couldn't he have noticed my feelings, wasn't I obvious? Everyone around us knew except him.

"I still love her til this day."

It hurt, it hurt so much. Why couldn't it be me?

Jisungs pov.

I woke up extra early this morning to make sure I looked good before meeting up with Minho. I wanted to text him that I was going to have a talk with him but decided to keep it as a surprise. He wouldn't mind it right?

I put on my favorite black hoodie and trousers, before making my hair. For the first time, my hair wasn't being annoying and messy. I then ended up putting some make up, some black eyeliner under the eyes and grey eyeshadow to the sides. I put some rings on my fingers and took a final look at myself in the mirror before heading off.

"You look handsome Jisung." -I thought to myself before walking to school

I made it there pretty quickly and spotted Minho near the fences. Gosh he looked so handsome. 

"Minn!"

"Jisung?"

Chris and Changbin looked at each other before nodding and walked away without a word. I guess they understood that I needed some time alone with Minho? I hope I didn't interrupt something.

"Can we talk for a bit?"

Minho responded with a cold: "Ok." Before asking me what I wanted from him. Strange, he never acted that way before.

"Alright, where do I start from... You know how you always flirted with me and took me out on these so called hangouts of yours which seemed more like dates? Well, through it all I kind of took a liking to you. You treated me well and made me feel safe. I wanted to tell you how I felt since I think I took too long for it. I hope it's not too late though! Basically what I'm trying to say is that I like you Lee Minho!" - I giggled

Minho stayed silent and looked at me with eyes full of disbelief. Have I said something wrong?

"Jisung... I don't feel the same way about you." - he then said with a cold expression on his face

I froze. Then what was all of this for?

"W-what? But if you don't then why have you done all those things for me? Why have you kissed me, not once but twice?"

"I just used you Jisung, I don't need you anymore. I have met new people."

My heart shattered. Is that really how it was? Were my thoughts right this whole time?

"So all you wanted to do was make my guard fall down until you were not interested anymore?!" - I yelled as tears formed in my eyes

Minho stayed silent. Instead of saying something he grabbed my shoulders and turned me around so that my back was facing him. His hands on my shoulders. "Walk away Jisung and don't look back. We are just strangers from now on." He said with such a cold tone in his voice. How could he be so heartless?

I ended up walking away quickly, as the tears were getting harder and harder to hide.

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Man this chapter hurt to write but we got Felix's pov for the first time!!! That's something worth celebrating at least. 🥳

Chapter 52:

"Jisung, please see through me."