His Sweet Taste || Seungjin

68.🌷

Seungmins pov.

After what had happened with Jisung and Minho I have never gotten rest. Especially when Hyunjin almost outed me like that.

"Serves everyone with his body." - he said with disgust in his voice

I never wanted him to use me, it was all his doing. He didn't want to leave me alone otherwise.

"You said you weren't mine, so here I am. Making you mine."

I put my hands over my ears as I brought my legs to my chest while being seated on my bed. Before I knew it, all of Hyunjins words came flashing in my mind as I fought to forget. Why was he kind to me, why was he so desperate to make me his if he was going to treat me like the rest of his whores? Am I not worth any other title?

Tears started forming in my eyes as I grew more and more insecure by each second. I felt Hyunjins hands all over me, suffocating me, not allowing me to move or go anywhere. I felt his hand on my mouth and heard him say:

"Don't speak of it to anyone, not even your journals."

My mind was messing with me, creating scenarios that are most likely to never happen. I was exhausted of waking up every morning, I wanted to rip my skin apart, wake up as someone else... Anything. Just anything other than being that man's slave.

"Beautiful."

Please stop, don't lie.

"I might get addicted to you."

Just how many people have you said that to?

"You're mine Kim Seungmin."

No, Kim Seungmin is Kim Seungmins.

"What I need is you."

Stop lying.

"Please stop... It hurts. Mom, it hurts." - I whispered as tears stained my face

Then I remembered Jisungs expression once he saw Minho with SKZ. My chest tightened, I couldn't even protect my best friend. How useless am I? How would others react if they knew what I had with Hyunjin?

Slut. Attention whore. Stalker. Psycho.

"Please make it stop."

I lifted my head up from my knees and looked towards the mirror. Kim Seungmin, end it all.

"He said he'd hurt Jisung..."

Kim Seungmin end it all.

My intuition kept telling me to call Hyunjin, I refused. I don't wish to hear his voice anymore, I don't wish to see him, feel him... Not even from a distance.

Yet why does everything with him feel so right?

Hyunjins pov.

"What to do with you..." - I said to myself while looking at a picture of Seungmin

Why was I getting so protective over him, or more importantly why did I get angry over the thought of someone elses hands on him? Just thinking about it made me want to strangle the other person.

"What's so special about you?"

I said as I examined the photo from a different angle now.

"I could use some fun now." - I smirked

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Author J

Double update!! ♡

Chapter 69 introduction:

First encounter with Jisung.