His Sweet Taste || Seungjin

29.🌷

The walk with Seungmin was quite comforting. Seungmin never asked questions unless I was willing to answer them. Which he would notice by my behavior. Even silence in his presence felt warm.

We made our way to class, I sat on my desk while taking a hold of my backpack in order to prepare for class. Chemistry was one of my least favorite subjects, why? Because I share it with Hyunjin. Seungmin doesn't take chemistry, neither do any of my other friends. Which meant that I was all on my own for the entire period. I'm so happy about it, whoop whoop. Please sense the sarcasm I put into that.

Surprisingly, class went well. The teacher rambling about the lesson as I was looking out of the window, lost in thought. What was also surprising is that Mr. Jeon didn't seem to mind my lack of attention. Perhaps, being a straight A student wasn't always so bad.

The next class was English, which ran by faster than lighting. I managed to somewhat pay attention since I felt bad for Mrs Rosie. She was a sweetheart and would always praise us even when doing the bare minimum in her class.

Before I knew it, lunch came by. I thought I'd be hanging out with Seungmin but as I was about to call him, a message popped up-

kimseungmin: Ji, I'm sorry I won't be able to hang out with you at lunch. I have some business to attend to. Don't strain your ankles while I'm gone.

I playfully rolled my eyes. This guy really just left me all on my own. Business my ass.

I took out my journal and started writing down what I had felt. I always loved writing, though I never got the chance to embrace it to the public. Writers are viewed as "people who are too smart, live in their own world, nerds". Which I found as bullshit.

My hand was moving on its own, my mind lost in its train of thought. All that was on my mind was to write.

Seungmins pov.

I never forgot about my plan, not once. In fact I kept coming up with new ways to make it work. For starters: I stalk Hyunjin. I watched him make his way out of class and slowly followed behind him. I made sure to find a good hiding spot beforehand for every location in school that he could possibly be at. But there he was, siting on the bench while making sketches in his notebook. He looked so peaceful yet so beautiful. Somehow the way his hands moved across the paper made my mind shift into thought. I quickly shook my head and continued to observe him. Nothing seemed to be happening so far, after ten minutes have past I got tired of waiting. Just as I was about to go back I heard Hyunjins phone ring and quickly yanked my head back to his direction.

"Hello." - said Hyunjin coldly

Why is he so attractive even when he is doing nothing but taking a phonecall. His hand almost covering the phone, the rings acting as a decoration on his long fingers, the vein popping on his neck, hair tucked behind his ears as his outgrown bangs covered his eyes from the side... Seungmin, this is not what we are here for. I shook myself yet again as I grabbed the voice recorder.

"Yeonjun is back you say... What is he plotting now?"

I couldn't make out what the person on the other side of the phone was saying.

"TXT is going to be at Hawks, right? Ok, prepare the goods for Tuesday. We can't afford to waste any time." - Hyunjin said with a serious expression

He then got up while taking his sketchbook and pencil in hand, making his way towards my direction.

"Fuck." - I thought to myself, what do I do now?

I then hid behind the door to the entrance, hoping he wouldn't hear my breathing. I waited till he got further away from me before I got out of my hiding spot. I payed close attention to the sound of his footsteps. Luckily, I was left unseen.

🌼~

Hello, hello. Author J is back after yet another week, this update took a bit longer due to my studies. To be honest with you, I'm not quite proud of this chapter since I wrote it in a rush. However I do hope you enjoyed it!

Chapter 30 introduction:

A first kiss...

Today is a celebration date and my one year anniversary of being a stay! 29/04/ '22 As a way to share my thoughts over Stray Kids and my feelings I would like to share a poem that I wrote not too long ago! (Author J aka me is actually a poet instead)

B M C H F J S I. M'22

I have only you to thank,
For all the beautiful memories
Given to me by you.
For all the smiles,
All the tears,
Happiness and comfort.
You came into my life as a gift,
As a message,
You have healed sorrows
Yet to you I stay as a stranger.
B. , Bang Chan, you have taught me self-love, someone whom I admire
And aspire to be like in the future.
M. , Minho, you have taught me
To always be myself, to never be afraid of expressing myself regardless of what others may think of me.
C. , Changbin, you have taught me
To always stay strong for myself
And those who I love.
H. , Hyunjin, you've taught me
To embrace my talents,
To never hate myself for being different.
In fact you became a part of me
Which I was so desperate to awaken.
F. , Felix, you taught me kindness.
You have inspired me to be
A better person, for that I will always be grateful.
J. , Jisung, you have helped me
Meet and accept myself as an individual.
Through you, I saw myself, I saw comfort, I felt understood.
S. , Seungmin, you have taught me
To never rush things, to always take my time and to not force things.
I. , I.N, you have taught me how important boundaries are,
And have shown me how I'm not the only one struggling to show affection.
M '22, the day I have met you,
I have all of you to thank for helping me grow.
Author J (15/04/'23)

Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed. Till next time!

Author J 29/04/'23