The Day I Broke Her Arm

15.5 ..And Now It Did

June

THAT WAS SO EMBARASSING

ASDFGHJKL nakakahiya!! Out of all the people, she just had to hear and see that??!

I buried my face on my hands while leaning on the sink having this internal breakdown after I actually had a breakdown. I keep kicking the wall beside it.

ARGHGHAGSHGHSGHASGA

She just saw me cry.. Lynn. Lynn just saw me cry!

Plus she heard all of those bitches said about me. I mean sanay na ako sa mga ganyang side comments. I keep hearing it ever since gradeschool..

Most of the girls hated me. Most of the girls are jealous of me. Some even use me to get close to boys.

Narinig ko na ata lahat. Ofcourse nasasaktan ako every single time.

Then one day my brother came to my rescue. Binubully ako ng isang group of girls before kasi nagkacrush yung crush nila sa ken. My brother scared them off and told me.. the next time na makarinig ako ng side comments, imaginin kong duck sounds.

Kwak. Kwak. Kwak.

That's what silly people say. Not words, but noise.

After that I got used to it. Naging amusing na lang siya to me.

I thought I'm fine and malaki na ang tolerance ko but having someone with me hearing those things, parang balik ako to square one.

And of all people, it's Lynn..

"So tapos mo na bang bugbugin yang pader?"

"Oh.." kanina ko pa pala sinsipa sipa yung pader. Kaya pala ansakit na ng paa ko. "S-So, naabutan mo ba sila?"

I didn't realize she's back.

After I calmed down she went and chase them. Literally my wonder woman.

I already explained to her na boses lang ang alam namin so mahihirapan siyang hanapin sila kahit di pa sila umuuwi but still she insist because hayun nga, part kasi siya ng Justice League.

"Di na eh, besides.." she's looking at me softly with that pretty eyes of hers. "..di kita pwedeng iwan ng matagal."

Ba-thump

"Yeah.. umm.. thanks."

"Ok ka lang?"

"Ofcourse.." I let out a chuckle. "I'm used to it."

"No you're not.."

"But I am.."

"You're lying. Nasaktan yung June na nakita ko kanina.." she started walking towards me. I took another step back but oo nga pala nakasandal ako sa may sink. Damn it. Why am I always trapped.

She started reaching for my hand but iniwas ko.

"W-Why would you even think nasaktan ako? What do you even know about me?!"

I moved away and she's just looking at me.

"How do you know di totoo yung mga sinasabi nila? You've known me for what, weeks? You don't even know I exist until you broke my stupid arm!"

She's not saying anything. She's just looking at me. What is that expression? Is it pity?

This sucks. She probably thinks I'm pathetic. I feel like one right now.

"B-Bakit ang tahimik mo ngayon? Dahil alam mong tama ako, diba?? I use people. I know I'm pretty so I use it to my advantage. I dated a lot of guys! So why wouldn't you believe them?!"