Kill me

8. Rubin🔥

As I went to doze off, I heard a knock at my window and it was Arianna. I opened the door assuming something happened, I stepped out and I asked "Are you okay? Did something happen?" She shook her head no and I was honestly confused. "Would- Do you wanna sleep inside tonight? It's cold and I feel bad that you can't sleep somewhere warmer" She admitted and I smiled to myself "Is that okay with you?" I asked and she nodded.

I nodded in approval and we walked inside, there was an air mattress blown up and I looked at her, "I grabbed some pillows and blankets. I would offer the guest room but there's a lot of stuff on the bed so-" "This is fine.. thank you" I replied and she smiled, she walked over to the stairs but looked over her shoulder at me "Goodnight Rubin" She smiled "Goodnight"

I laid my head down on the pillow and I shit my eyes, I tried to sleep but every time I shut my eyes all I could see was Arianna's face, how close I was to kissing her. I knew what would happen to me if I did, if I went against my contract and did anything with her I tossed and turned but as I did I thought more and more about her, more and more about what it would feel like to kiss her. Just once, just to feel her lips brush against mine, it was driving me crazy. I got up from the mattress and walked into the kitchen, I grabbed a glass and filled it with water. I chugged it down before getting another one.

As I drank the other glass I heard her voice "Rubin?" She asked, her voice soft and quiet, I turned around to face her while quickly fidgeting to put my mask on. I turned to her and she looked.. Exhausted but beautiful. Her hair was in a messy bun with a few stands falling on her shoulders, her pj's a little too big for her. She looked adorable, "You okay?" I asked and she nodded "I just needed a drink" She said and I moved out of the way so she could get a cup, the cups were on the second shelf so she struggled to reach them. When she reached for them her shirt lifted and her side and part of her stomach was showing and that was enough to drive me crazy all over again

"Here, let me" I offered and grabbed the cup of the shelf, "Thanks.." She nodded and quickly turned around, I saw the blush form when I handed her the cup off the shelf, "Thanks.." She nodded and quickly turned around, I saw the blush form when I handed her the cup. She filled it and nearly chugged it as I did, "You okay? You seem desperate for water" I pointed out and she stopped drinking, she put the cup down while looking down "Hey that's not a bad thing" I reassured and I saw a small smile appear on her face "Is the mattress okay? You seem like you haven't gotten much sleep" She inquired and I chuckled under my breath

"No, it's just fine, thanks. I just.. There's just a lot on my mind right now" I disregarded "Like what?" She inquired, I felt my heart speed quicken and my mind was spinning trying to think of a good excuse. "Just.. work stuff. More work stuff" I sighed and she placed her hand on my left arm "If my dad is giving you too big a work load I can tell him to chill so you can get a break from all that" She offered and I shook my head

"No no no, I don't mean with your dad. Just.. my brother, he's on my ass. He's always on my ass so, I have to work it out with him" I excused and she nodded "Still, I can talk to my dad and he will understand if you need a break" She offered again and I chuckled "I'm okay for now. But you should probably go back to bed, you are probably exhausted" I noted and she nodded before walking back to the stairs

We said goodnight and I laid back down on the mattress, and all of what I was thinking about heightened. When her shirt rode up all I thought about was my hands on her waist, her pinned to the counter and my lips all over her. Lifting her onto the counter and finally turn my want into reality, even the idea of her hands on me is enough to drive me crazy.

My hands running over her small frame, my lips trailing kissing down her from neck to waist, seeing that look in her eye when she knows she wants something, and that something being me. But I know it can't happen, we can't happen, she's my client.. I can't have her, but fuck do I wish I could.