Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, There's one more chapter then this story will be ending, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.
This chapter is dedicated to stasi__horan13 because they left me an amazing comment on the previous chapter and it made me smile so thank you!
Niall's Pov:
I knew being at home would be weird. I knew I'd struggle for the first few days. Being back in my bedroom with all those memories it's been hard. My dad hasn't hurt me, He's been really understanding. He's not rushing me, He's not pushing at me, He's letting me take things at my pace. We've been talking about mum alot recently, Having small heart to hearts, It means alot to me being able to talk about her, About her strength, Her beauty, Her kind heart that touched everybody. Dad's been apologizing non stop since we moved back in. I haven't seen Cher or Zayn since I've been back, It's not because my dads not letting me, It's because I want things to get back on track with us, I've texted them and told them I'm ok. I know there both scared for my safety and I understand that, But I have to take this risk, If I don't I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Mum wouldn't want that for me.
"Dad I'm going to see Zayn you going to be ok?" I asked as I made my way downstairs, My dad was in the kitchen drinking his daily cup of tea.
"Of course take as long as you need" My dad replied, I smiled before making my way over to him, I then timidly pulled him into a hug. We've been great but I'm still a little uncomfortable with hugging him.
"I'll call when I'm about to leave" I revealed before walking out the kitchen, I couldn't wait to see Zayn again.
I couldn't wait to see Zayn, I miss his arms wrapped around me, I miss his familiar scent, I miss his smile that makes my insides melt, But above all else I miss his love that makes me feel safe and strong, Texting a person isin't the same as being with them properly, I just can't wait to be with him, I really can't. I smiled to myself as I sent Zayn a quick text letting him know I was on my way. Before I knew it I was infront of Zayn's house, His frontdoor was flown open and Zayn came flying out it with a massive smile on his face, Seconds later I was in his arms, His strong embrace surrounding me.
"Zayn baby I need to breathe at some point" I exclaimed, Zayn chuckled before slightly pulling away.
"I missed you" Zayn replied as he gently stroked my cheek, I smiled before leaning into his touch.
"I missed you too" I whispered."I'm sorry I haven't been in contact I've just been trying to settle back in" I informed him, Zayn nodded his head in understanding.
"How is it? Being home?" Zayn asked.
"It's good, A little weird but good, The memories are still there but we've talked about it, We've been talking about alot actually" I replied, Zayn nodded his head before taking hold of my hand, We then walked into the house.
"It's good that your talking" Zayn mumbled, I sighed.
"I know your worried about me being back there, But you don't need to be, He's really trying and were talking things over. We even went to see my mum the other day, We spent a few hours at her grave we talked about her, It was nice" I stated, Zayn smiled at me.
"I won't lie, I'm worried, I'm scared for you. I don't want you getting hurt, Ever since that dream I just, Ah forget it" Zayn exclaimed, I took hold of his hand before sitting down on the sofa.
"No go on, Talk to me" I whispered, Zayn sighed.
"I had this dream that you went home, And your dad went back to hurting you, And you became afraid again, You didn't tell me what was going on. Then one morning I got a call telling me you was in hospital after he hurt you again, But this time it was to late, There was no saving you, There was no second chance you were just gone" Zayn chocked out, I took a deep breath seeing the tears fall down his eyes.
"It was just a dream Zayn, I'd tell you if he went back to the way he was, You don't need to worry about me, I'd come to you" I exclaimed, Zayn lowered his head.
"I've only just got you back Niall, I can't lose you again" Zayn whispered.
"You won't, I promise" I stated, Zayn smiled before pulling me into a hug.
"I love you, I really do love you" Zayn exclaimed, My heart skipped a beat, Everytime Zayn tells me he loves me it's like the first time all over again.
"Everytime you say that to me my heart still stops" I whispered, Zayn smiled.
"I love you, I really really love you, I Zayn Malik love you Niall Horan, I love you" Zayn teased, I smirked at him.
"Are you trying to kill me?" I chuckled, Zayn shook his head.
"Nope, But I do love you" Zayn replied before pulling me into a kiss, He then pulled me against his chest and kissed the top of my head, He's absolutely amazing.
"Do you want to stay for dinner? Mum would be happy to see you" Zayn asked, I smiled before nodding my head.
"I'd love to" I replied before gently kissing Zayn's neck. "Erm Zi, Can I stay over tomorrow, For dinner and a movie? My dads got a anger management class and a support group for his drinking it's over a hour away so he's staying with a friend, I don't really want to be alone" I replied, Zayn nodded his head.
"Course" Zayn replied as he held onto me closer, I smiled as I cuddled closer to him, When did I get so lucky?
