BLANK SPACE | MILEVEN

ELEVEN

CHAPTER ELEVEN
PAIN

Shit head 🐸🤢

hi..

the fuck you want?

i'm sorry..

really?

ya.

and??

and what?

sorry isn't it.

what do you mean?

sorry for what?

sorry for calling you annoying

you calling me annoying isn't the only thing you've done to me.
in fact it should probably be the least of your worries.

what else did i cause you?

PAIN. MICHAEL YOU'VE CAUSED ME PAIN. LOADS OF IT.

i'm sorry

NO.

el i said i was sorry.

MICHAEL YOUVE BROUGHT BACK HORRIBLE THINGS TO ME!
SHIT, I MIGHT EVEN HAVE TO GO TO THERAPY NOW.

therapy?

YES THERAPY

but all i did was call you annoying? how the fuck would you need therapy??

MICHAEL.

just asking. how the fuck would you need therapy from that??

you were my only friend. YOU were the one who distracted me from all of the horrid things i'd do to myself. YOU distracted me from those thoughts. but once you left and ignored me it all came back.

what things would you do to yourself?

believe me. you don't wanna know.

but i do. i care for you.

believe me if you did you would've never done any of that

okay, now you're just overreacting.

OVERREACTING!?

yes. you are. you are simply making a big deal over something that isn't even big!!

fuck you.

no. now tell me what have you been doing to yourself!?

why would i tell you i'd i'm just overreacting?

because you're one of my best friends.
i care.
so please tell me.

i can't even say it or text it. i cant michael. how can i even trust you with this information!?

because el.

BECAUSE WHAT!?

stop. i don't wanna fight anymore.
can we please just forgive eachother and go back to being best friends again!?

WHAT DID I EVER DO FOR ME TO APOLOGIZE!?

YOU OVERREACTED!

FINE ILL APOLOGIZE IF YOU APOLOGIZE FIRST.

FINE

FINE

FINE

CMON IM WAITING.

el, i am so sorry for whatever pain i caused you. i'm sorry for whatever you did to yourself. i'm sorry if i made you feel mad, sad, or stressed.

damn ok. apology accepted ig?

well.. your turn.

michael, i'm sorry for overreacting.
the end 👍🏼

very shitty apology but apology accepted
also does the emoji mean you're warming up to me again?

idk possibly

thank god

so uhm.

ya

are things gonna be awkward now?

not if we just simply forget about this

smart.

so. wanna forget this ever happened??

forget if what ever happened?

yk the whole fight that we had?

what fight? mike you good?

yk the one we just had el?
the real question is are you good?
oh. shit i'm stupid
ya idk what fight
sorry i'm not feeling well

right??

Robin 🙀

max told me you needed help with something?

uh ya?!

Shit head 🐸🤢

igtg my friend texted me

are you lying?

no i'm not you
also friends don't lie dumbass.

right. bye then??

bub bye! 💗
(Read at 9:30pm)

Robin 🙀

alright so?

i have feelings for this boy who doesn't even like me back. we've never met or anything. plus i don't even know how he looks like or sounds like! he doesn't even know what i look like or sound like. and not only that but i also fell back into my old habits. so uhm!

damn. that's a lot...

mhm

i have the perfect therapist for you

you do!???

oh yes i do!
i used to see her sometimes and boy did she help me out

oh it's a she??

nooo she's a fucking tyrannosaurus rex.

whoops

but yes her name is Ms. Smith she's absolutely fucking amazing.

ok then!

once you go to your first appointment please let me know how it went.

alright!
(Read at 10:15pm)