BLANK SPACE | MILEVEN

TEN

CHAPTER TEN
MAD MAX

TW: MENTIONS OF DISORDERS AND SELF HARM. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

el dreaded today. she lost her best friend and it felt as if she had lost a piece of herself. she ignored everybody today and felt as if she was a giant burden to everyone and everything.

did she deserve it? probably.

she's done some fucked things to herself before but luckily stopped and began a streak of not doing any of that horrid stuff to herself. she was able to stop some of the things but one.

but last night that streak stopped.
all because of a stupid boy.

that one made it two that she wasn't able to control and she felt horrible. she promised her family she would stop. but did she? no. they believed that she stopped with the other thing.

she was too disgusted to even say or think about that word. it made her feel like breaking down, crying.

she felt disgusted just by her image in the mirror.

"other girls wouldn't do this to themselves because they're already beautiful.." she mumbled as she pinched her scarred skin.

her eyes were a crimson red due to crying and being up all night.

she needed help. and she needed it quick. she knew exactly who to tell.

max 😽💐

max..

hi what's up??

it happened again?

what happened again?

i caught feelings for somebody who doesn't even like me and finds me annoying.

oh poor bby ☹️

it's troy all over again

hunny...

i don't know what to do!!

was it that mike dude..?

ya.?

i know a mike irl and the mike
ik irl looks hella depressed could it be him?

idk possibly. he did say he knew a girl with the name of max.

could be? want me to ask?

NO

okay?

but something else happened again..

don't tell me.

mhm

bby... ☹️

im so sorry i couldn't control it.
it's like my body was craving it

bby you need help

i know. you help me the most. please max

i have no idea what to do at this point. you need to tell your mom or dad! maybe even jonathan or will. they'll help, trust me.

max...

i get it
you're scared.
but that's normal.
that's fine.
please el. get help.

i can't tho.

for me??
please.
i don't want you to suffer anymore.
please el!

max..

please!

fine

thank god!
please tell someone about this. go to therapy or something!

fine.
but imma tell robin first. she can for sure help.

promise?

promise

then tell hop and joyce. or jonathan or will.
please!

uh

please el!!

fine

promise???

again?

YES AGAIN

promise??

no question marks.

ugh
promise

thank you 😌
but please tell somebody.

i will. we already promised that.

good.
oh shit

what happened?

lucas knocked over my moms fucking flower vase.

how the fuck

he was play fighting with dustin and that shit happened.

i'm not gonna question it

i gotta go

seriously

I GOTTA FUCKING CLEAN THIS SHIT UP AND REPLACE THE VASE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

dayum.

igtg ily. also don't forget our promise.

bye bye 💗
(Delivered at 11:21am)

this chapter was a bit rushed and not proof read, sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes!!