One shots || fem reader

This isn't about wolfing out, is it? || Enid Sinclair

Since you've arrived at Nevermore, Enid has always been by your side. She was your best friend. But recently she's been distant, almost avoiding you, and you didn't understand why.

You didn't do anything wrong, as far as you could remember, so her newly cold behavior was giving you anxiety. Maybe you did do something wrong without noticing...

You tried to talk to her, but every time she found an excuse to run away. You finally decided to let her alone for a little while, thinking she would come back to you eventually.

That was 2 weeks ago. You missed your best friend. You had to talk to her.

The thing is, it was parents weekend, so she was busy with her family while yours couldn't make it.

You were reading, sitting in a tree, when you heard Enid's voice coming from right under the tree. You paused your reading to listen. Maybe, maybe, you had a little, tiny crush on her, and it's been ages since you heard her speak more than 3 seconds.

Her voice was so relaxing to you, you didn't even paid attention to what she was saying. Until you heard her mom speaking to her.

"Oh, no need to be dramatic Enid"

"You want to send me to conversion therapy for werewolves!"

"Don't you want to wolf out and finally be normal honey?"

"But-"

"Enid, honey, you have to understand. You're such a disappointment for the family. Don't you want to do something about it?"

You almost fell off the tree when you heard that. The only thing you could think about was how much you wanted to punch that lady in the face. Really, really hard.

But before you could do anything, you heard footsteps and saw Enid going back into the academy. You didn't hesitate and ran after her.

You only managed to caught her when she was about to enter her dorm.

"Enid.."

She stopped, hand on the door handle, but didn't turn around.

"I'm really not in the mood Y/n. Go away. Please.."

You felt your heart break hearing the little crack in her voice. She wasn't okay, you knew it, and you had to do something.

"I- I heard what your mom said.. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't spying on you or anything! I just.. Enid if you need to talk.. I'm here for you.."

"..."

"Enid please.." you started to tear up "Please talk to me.."

She finally decided to turn around, just to almost instantly break down into your arms. You held her tight, playing softly with her hair in an attempt to calm her down.

After a little while, she lets go a little, looking at you with her now red and puffy eyes.

"... Can you stay with me a little longer..?" she murmured

"Of course.."

She nodded slightly, a tiny smile making its way up to her face, before opening the door of the dorm to let you in, guiding you to her bed. She gestured you to take place on it, before sitting next to you, not letting go of your hand.

"... I can't believe she wants to send me there.." Enid finally said after a while.

"Enid.."

"But she's not wrong, is she? I'm a huge disappointment.. "

You clenched your jaw, moving your hand out of her grip to cup her cheeks and look directly in her blue eyes.

"You are not a disappointment Enid. You hear me? You will wolf out. Don't even doubt it. It may be in weeks or months, but you will. And you'll make a perfect werewolf. You're an amazing person Enid Sinclair. Don't let anyone make you think otherwise."

She didn't say anything, avoiding your gaze, looking at the wall, as if she was.. ashamed.

Your hands fell slowly, letting go of her face.

"This isn't about wolfing out, is it?" you asked softly

"..."

"Enid.. you can tell me everything.. I'll always be here for you"

Her gaze met yours once again, and you could see the tears in her eyes.

"I.." she took a deep breath "I'm lesbian Y/n.. she wants to send me to conversion therapy because I like girls.. because I like a girl.."

You took her hands in yours, a little smile on you face.

"I swear I will not let her send you there. You're perfectly fine, you don't need therapy or anything. And.. who's the lucky girl..? If you don't mind me asking"

You didn't want to ask. You didn't want to be hurt. You didn't want to hear her say a name that wasn't yours. Because why would it be you? Why would she have feeling for you? How can someone like her be interested in someone like you?

".. It doesn't matter, she doesn't love me anyways.."

"Well.. she sounds kinda stupid.. why wouldn't she love you? You're literally perfect! You're the best girlfriend someone could ever have! I'd be the happiest girl in the world if you were my girlfriend.."

"So.. you're saying you'd like to be my girlfriend..?"

Realizing what you said, you blush hard. Fuck. That was not the plan. But it's to late now.

"Y-yes. I.. I am in love with you, Enid Sinclair. Very in love with you"

Now it's her turn to blush, mouth half opened. You could hear your heart beating in your ears. Maybe you made a mistake. Maybe you're going to lose her. Maybe-

"Can I kiss you..?" she asked, staring deep into your e/c eyes

You nod slightly, not believing she really asked that. But the distance between you two slowly decreased, it couldn't be denied.

She stopped, her lips a few inches away from yours, her left hand on your right cheek.

You were the one who closed the small gap between you two, crashing your lips against hers in an almost desperate kiss.

Her lips were so soft.. She tasted like cotton candy..

You lost yourself in the kiss, not wanting it to end, as if she was going to disappear if you pulled away. You had to, eventually, gasping for air.

She pressed her forehead against yours, a beautiful smile on her lips.

"I love you Y/n L/n.. I love you so much.."