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"I'll be gone, ill be ok, I just need some fucking space. Wanna cry, I feel insane. Soon I'm dead I can't relate, please don't love me it's a waste."

"You're in a rut?" Hyunjin asked.

"Yeah... I won't be able to see him now..." minho said uncomfortably.

"You're alone hyung... don't you need help?" Hyunjin asked worried.

"N-no... visit him... and accompany him instead." Minho said taking off his shirt.

"Hyung... he's going to be fine on his own, you need help." Hyunjin said.

"I said I'll be fine. Go to him and be there for him now that I can't be there." Minho said hang up the phone.

He finally let his inner self out feeling completely insanely unwell. He started humping dry his pillow. It didn't feel that good at all. All the precum was dripping on the pillow making it all messy.

He couldn't bare the stimulation anymore. It didn't feel good. And it wasn't even omega so he was feeling uneasy not scenting any pheromone at all.

After he finally came his dick all iritated from the stimulation, he released a knot into nothing.

He was lying there crying. No one should be lonely during ruts and heats, but minho wanted jisung to have someone by his side.

-

"He's not answering the phone." Hyunjin said to seungmin.

"You should go then... he wants you to go." Seungmin said.

"But what about minho... he always helped me in my rut... he never let me be alone..." hyunjin said.

"I would go and help minho, but not like you or jisung, he could get me pregnant." Seungmin said.

"Im going..." hyunjin said taking some of his things.

-

When hyunjin arrived to the place, he was immediately welcomed by Chan.

"Hey hyunjin, where's minho?" He asked.

"He got his rut. He couldn't come." Hyunjin explained.

"Ah, yeah. Understandable." Chan guided hyunjin through the hall and to where jisung was.

"Hi, can we come in?" Chan asked when he opened the door.

"Yeah... but who are you?" Hyunjin heard before even seeing the other.

Hyunjin saw the other lying in the bed conected to every possible device. He couldn't even sit properly from how weak he was.

"I am hyunjin. I know you might not remember me, but I am a best friend of... someone really close to you... nice to meet you again." Hyunjin said sitting next to the bed.

"Someone who's close to me? Like my brother?" Jisung asked.

"He's not your brother." Hyunjin smiled warmly.

"Who is he? Why isn't he here?" Jisung was trying to look over his shoulder.

"He couldn't come... he's sick and didn't wanted you to be sick. He's gonna visit you in about three days." Hyunjin said warmly.

"Doctors told me that I shouldn't remember anything because I died... then I was brought back alive... by Chan hyung..." he said with his soft tired voice.

"You died because of cancer. You ware dead for four years." Hyunjin said. "But... because of that someone, you ware brought back alive. He would do anything to bring you back alive." Hyunjin was praising minho because he himself was admiring minho for what he's done for the younger one.

"Can you tell me more about him?" Jisung asked.

"Aren't you tired." Hyunjin said worried.

"I've been dead for four years... I've slept well, don't worry." Jisung let out weak chuckle.

Hyunjin smiled. "Ok... so... he's really kind. He bought you a necklace that looked similar to one your grandma once gave you, but your father stole later. He's been taking care of you anytime you needed to and was with you till the moment you died." Hyunjin said.

"Did he... really do all of that for me? But... best friends do all of that for each other... why didn't you say that he's my best friend?" Jisung asked.

"Because... he's not really your best friend... he's something more." Hyunjin said. "He's actually your boyfriend."

"I-i have a boyfriend?" Jisung said looking at the wall in front of him. "B-but what if I don't like him anymore? What if I don't feel the same way towards him..." jisung said softy grabbing the sheets. "And he sacrificed so much for me..."

"Jisung... he is aware of it... he knows all of this... but even so, he still wanted to bring you back alive." Hyunjin saddened. He felt really bad for both of them. "... and he was even willing to lose his job and wife so that he could take care of you... I just wanted you to know that." Hyunjin said.

All of this was now in jisungs head. "What's his name?" Jisung asked looking at the other.

"Minho." Hyunjin answered.

"Minho... i see..." jisung looked up at the cealing.

"Is there anything you would like to know?" Hyunjin asked.

"Actually... why do you smell funny... like a banana shake?" Jisung asked.

"I- its my pheromones... you have one as well... your body is just starting to produce some..." hyunjin said little bit taken back.

"I too smell like a banana?"

"N-no... what i remember and what minho has had a ptsd from for the past years... is vanilla..." hyunjin said. "Jisung... do you know that you're an omega?" Hyunjin asked.

"Omega? What's that? I never understood math and now I am one? Don't tell me that you're alpha and that Chan dude some omega." Han chuckled a little but then whined in pain.

"Chans actually- wait... So you're not kidding..." hyunjin paused worried. "Jisung... you're an omega... you go into heats every month... omegas are types to carry child, motherly and soft ones... and are usually paired with alpha types... these two types need each other for heats and ruts... you really don't know?" Hyunjin said worried.

"N-no... what does... all of it even mean... I can give birth?!" Jisung asked confused.

"Usually omegas do... but you're infertile omega... so you actually can't..." hyunjin said.

"This is too much information at once... i dont know if im supposed to be sad that i can be pregnant or sad that i actually cant..." jisungs look was little bit disturbed.

"I know jisung... but you need to know all of this, so you won't be in any danger... just be careful in your heats... don't go out... alphas can't control themselves when they sense omega in heat... as much as we don't want to do anything to yall. Our mind can just go blank and we can hurt you... something similar goes for rut..." hyunjin was trying to warn the other, because the world was very dangerous for omegas like jisung.

"Thank you for telling me..." jisung paused... "... so... minho is alpha... right?"

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