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22.

"You make me feel the feeling that I never felt before."
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"What are you sorry for...? We need to stop the blood..." jisung said panicking jumping out of minhos body trying to find something to cover the wound with.

He came back all red from running around the place. "Here, hold it against your neck and I'll do the rest." Jisung said.

"I'm sorry jisung... this is all my fault..." minho said crying.

"What happened..." jisung asked confused but still worried.

"You marked me... I allowed you to mark me while you were out of your right mind..." minho hicked. "My pheromones... you're already addicted to them even tho I tried to keep them away from you all this time..." minho said absolutely messed up.

Jisung looked at minho and with the calmest reaction answered."You're acting as if you bit me..." he said.

"B-but you connected us like this... why would you want this?" Minho asked.

"I said that I love you didn't I?" Jisung asked so that he could reasure himself.

"Y-yeah... but still. My pheromones-" he was cut off by jisung softly pecking his lips.

"Even if I did it unknowingly. It was still out of love." This sentence broke minho deep inside.

It reminded him of how they marked each other also while being in a drunk state. Even tho they did it unknowingly, they did it out of love.

"So you... do love me..." minho looked up at jisung meeting his black chocolate orbs.

"Hyung~ I tought that I made it clear..." jisung whined.

On minhos face smile started forming slowly brushing off the sadness and worries.

"Its all good now. You must be tired. Take a rest." Jisung patted his head.

"Not so much anymore." Minho said smiling.

"I can see your eyes closing. Just take a quick nap. Then we can do something together ok?" Jisung said happily.

"Can you lie next to me?" Minho asked.

"Sure. I don't mind that."

They lied into the bed facing each other.

"Jisung... I wanna talk about it more... I'm just really afraid that it's only your body that needs me..." minho said looking into jisungs eyes.

"My body always wanted you. It remembers you really well. As I'm getting used to this body, it always gravitated towards you. I wanted to go different way. It's not like I'm only listening to my body. But that's also why I was denying for a long time that I like you." Jisung explained.

"I'm so relieved that you're not mad..." minho said sighing in relieve.

"Can you please explain to me the pheromone addiction?" Jisung said curiously. "I mean... I want to know why I'm this way..."

"Every pheromone is addictive, but some are more than others. If omega or alpha are marked by the addictive pheromone, they might have abstinent tendencies. You never suffered from it, that's because I was always next to you giving you enough of the pheromones. But hyunjin was going through this for some time, when he and seungmin werent dating. He just had a different aftereffects." Minho explained.

"Ah... so... seungmin's the same way as you..." jisung was wondering.

Minho nodded. "I'm sorry for causing you trouble Jisung..."

"Can you call me differently? It sounds like we're friends." Jisung whined.

"Sweetheart? Or... sunshine?" Jisung was cringing hearing those pet names. "Honey..."

Jisung looked at minho hearing the last suggestion. "Its similar..." jisung said his eyes widening.

"You mean hannie?" Minho asked smiling.

Jisung shyly nodded. "You always liked it. I'm not surprised that you still do. You haven't changed hannie. Not even a little." Minhos eyes started to get heavy. He smiled and slowly drifted asleep.

Jisung was fully awake looking at minho. When minho slept, he was hard to wake up. Jisung knew because the door from their bedroom was pretty loud and whenever he went to the bathroom, he didn't even flinch hearing the door.

Jisung was amazed at how deep his sleep was. It was actually adorable to him. He was slowly discovering all these things that he found attractive about minho.

It wasn't just the way he was taking care of him, how he cooks for him, makes sure he takes all the vitamins or how he sometimes talks from his sleep scolding him to not do dangerous things.

Its the little things such as how he blinks few times when he thinks about something or when he's confused about a topic. Or when he gets extremely soft looking at videos of cats. How mad he looks, but hes actually not. Or the way he would share with him every little thing.

Jisung started noticing these things much more nowadays that he started to develop feelings for him.

Jisungs hand went under the covers conecting both of their hands together bringing them from out of the covers close to his chest.

"This is kinda nice." Jisung said holding his warm hand.

He started measuring their hands. "I tought your hands were larger... they're actually the same..." jisung said surprised.

"... and your long lashes... and nose... your features are so prominent... but your face is still so soft looking..." jisungs eyes shifted to look at minhos soft pink-ish lips. "... right... I... pecked your lips..." jisungs eyes widened. "... but you were so stressed in that moment that you didn't even notice... how cute." Jisung couldn't help but to smile looking at him.

"I was so afraid to tell you... but you ended up more stressed than I was in that moment." Jisungs heart was beating and he could feel warm wave of emotions go through his chest.

"I never tought I say this... but I love you minho..." jisung said caressing his hand softly with his thumb.

"I love you too..."