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20.

"Though I'm at the present, I believe in the past. The past mistakes are done deal..."
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"Nothing." Jisung said not facing minho at all.

"I heard you well ji. I was just reasuring myself. It's fine that you feel this way. After all... I've been taking care of you for the past month already. When you'll find someone else, you're gonna have this urge toward that someone. Don't give me this tantrum of yours." Minho got up and walked out of the cabin to check on the others as well.

"Its not like that..." jisung pulled one of minhos shirts from under the blanket. Jisung himself tucked it under his blanket because of desperation. He curled comfortably and while hugging the shirt started inhaling minhos pheromones from it.

He felt ashamed of himself but the lack of pheromones was making him go insane. After experiencing a hug from minho already twice, he was already addicted to the calming scent of his.

The first one that minho encountered was hyunjin. "Good morning." Hyunjin said with his eyes still sleepy.

"Hey." Minho greeted him. "Hyunjin? Do you remember the times when you werent capable of having a normal rut?"

"Its hard to forget about something like that..." hyunjin said putting on clean shirt.

"I was talking about this with Chan. You were like this because you were abstinent of seungmins pheromones." Minho said.

"But that doesn't sound like a normal reaction to something like that." Hyunjin said being invested in whatever minho was about to say.

"That's because of seungmins coffee scent... it works similarly like a drug.  Something like my scent as well..." minho explained.

"That... sounds like it makes sense..." hyunjin said thinking about all of this.

"So you were abstinent that time. Being with me was just like having another drug. That's why you had abstinent symptoms even after years of not being with seungmin." Minho explained.

"That's why I was sweating... my heart started beating and my inner self was going crazy?" Hyunjin asked.

"Yes... it all affected your inner self." Minho said.

"So... I need seungmin in my life... not just because I love him... but because I'm addicted to him?" Hyunjin needed to be reassured that he understood this situation well enough.

"Yes. Out of all of us, just mine and seungmins pheromones are addictive." Minho said. "And you had the luck to encounter both of us."

"I would never tought that that was the reason..." hyunjin was still surprised.

"Is all of it true?" Seungmin walked from behind the corner sleepy.

"Yeah." Seungmin gave hyunjin a comforting hug.

"Now that both of you are mated, it won't happen even if you two won't be together for some period of time, because you have basically some of seungmins pheromones in you. But you two shouldn't be separated unless you want to go through what you went through back then." Minho said worried.

"I won't ever leave you hyunjin." Seungmin gave hyunjin reasuring smile.

Hyunjin smiled back. "I know... I have the best boyfriends." Hyunjin said kissing the top of seungmins head.

"If you need anything let me know." Minho said smiling and walked back to his and jisungs cabin.

"Are you done with your tantrum?" Minho said before he even saw jisung.

When he saw him, he was fully clothed in clean clothes, but one thing was different. "Are you wearing my shirt? I tought we bought enough clothes for you..."

Jisung stood there and lowered his gaze. "I- my clothes got dirty... and your shirt is... soft." Jisung said the first thing that popped in his mind.

"Ah,... its ok then... are you hungry?" Minho asked ready to prepare breakfast.

Jisung nodded and went out to help him.

As he was cutting some mushrooms, he looked over at minho who was busy making the breakfast.

The fresh pine trees were making quiet soft rattling sounds because of the wind coming from the not so far mountains.

When jisung finished cutting the mushrooms, he started to prepare some scrambled eggs in a pan.

Han couldn't help but to steal glances at minho because of his attractive face even this early in a morning.

He admired the way he moved, with ease and confidence. The way minhos hair fell over his forehead was something jisung could see only at morning.

He felt warm whenever minho even touched him or hugged him.

But jisung tried to push these feeling aside. He didn't even wanted to admit it to himself. "Hey ji." Minho broke the silence between them. "Can you pass me the salt, please?" He asked.

"Sure." Jisung said handing him the salt.

When they finished making the breakfast, they all sat down and enjoyed it while listening to the chirping birds and the sound of waterfall nearby.

They were chatting and having good time together.

Minho couldn't shake off the feeling that something was different. He couldnt pin point what it was.

Jisung the whole time had a knot in his stomach. He didn't wanted to lie to himself with his own feelings.

He finally felt how minho was feeling this whole time. But this wasn't the time to tell him. Not yet.

"Ji? Are you ok?" He heard a soft voice. He looked to his right and was met with two pairs of chocolate eyes.

"I'm fine felix." Jisung said giving him a little smile.

"I know that something is going on. We're like brothers. I can tell that something bothers you." Felix said softly caressing his hand.

"I... I think that I like minho..." jisung said with his eyes full of worries.

Felix smiled. "You two were really ment for each other." He said softly. "Its ok hyung... don't worry about it much... and most importantly... tell him that you like him."

"I know... but why is it so hard..." jisung covered his face with his hands.

"You're just not prepared... but believe me when I say that dating minho is the best thing you can ever do." Felix said trying to calm jisung down.

"Thank you felix." Jisung smiled and hugged felix softly.

"You told me that he's really good in bed." Felix whispered into jisungs ear.

Jisung quickly let go of felix surprised by what he said.

Felix laughed. "Don't be surprised ji. We were telling each other everything back then."