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15.

"Let the two beating hearts remain in silence as i might loose you once again."
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He soon realized, that instead of tv, he was watching minho instead.

They werent talking so much, because minho was interested in the drama and jisung was watching him.

Minho turned around to look at jisung, because he was really quiet, but was met with jisungs gaze.

Jisungs eyes widened. He panicked and started avoiding minhos eyes looking everywhere but his eyes.

Minho just smiled and went back to watch the drama. "That's it?" Jisung tought. Minhos reaction to this awkward situation was... nonexistent.

"That's all you can do? Smile?" Jisung said making minho look back at him. "You should find it weird."

"I personally think, that it was more adorable than creepy." Minho said fixing his attention more towards jisung.

"But why? I don't understand... why would you find this-"

"Because it's you... ji... all my boundaries that I had, don't exist when it comes to you. You are the only person, that got this far. When I was the most vulnerable... or when I was crying by myself, you were the one who helped, who was next to me. There are no boundaries that I have with you..." minho said warmly.

"But I'm a different person now..." Jisung said.

"I'm afraid you aren't jisung. You don't know that, but your mannerisms, your likes and dislikes, your personality is still the same. You are still you ji. Back then you were just traumatized by what your parents did to you. Now you thankfully don't remember them. Beside, I know that you're still the person that i love. Nothings gonna change it. Deep inside... we are still bonded like we once were... even tho I lost all of your pheromones..." minho brushed his hand over scar on jisungs neck. "... you still have my pheromones." Minho smiled and put his hand away.

"Sorry..." minho apologized and kept watching the tv.

Jisung on the other hand was left speachless. Something about minhos speach made him feel warm inside.

His hand slowly traveled close to minhos letting his fingers slide inbetween minhos. It was the smallest contact, but this contact made both of them warm inside.

Minho decided not to react in any way and just leave it be. Jisungs feeling are fragile and even the smallest move from his side was a big move.

After the drama ended, minho turned around to look at jisung and saw him quietly sleeping.

"Poor baby. You get tired easily." Minho said taking him into his arms and took him into his bed.

He slowly and carefully placed his body on the feathery bed. He was lying there like a princess.

Minho covered him with the soft sheets and brushed his hair out of his forehead.

"Sleep tight jisungie." Minho said. Jisungs scent was a lot nicer than before, which signaled to him that jisung was just getting better and better.

He lied next to him and fell asleep as well.

The next day, they started to pack their things. They went into the store to buy some more things for jisung, because he couldnt wear only minhos things.

"Which ones do you like?" Minho pointed at the swimsuits.

"The black ones."  Jisung picked it and put it inside the basket.

"Lets look at some shirts and hoodies." Minho said.

"I don't need much." Jisung said breaking minhos excitement.

"Why? Stop being so polite." Said Minho walking to the hangers with the clothes.

"When I'll be able to work, I can buy myself some more clothes. I don't need much." Jisung said looking through the hoodies.

"Jisung... you got a lot of money from Chan. He gave it to you so that you could buy yourself some new clothes. Youre not spending this money for nothing." Minho said. "Pick anything you like."

"Ok." Jisung said thinking about buying the pink hoodie in front of him.

"You like this one?" Minho said and pointed at the hoodie.

"Its pretty." Jisung said touching it to feel the material.

"Try it on." Jisung took it and put it on. It was pink and vintage looking hoodie with grayish print on it.

He looked super tiny in it. The hoodie was oversized so his scarred hands soon disappeared under the sleeves.

Jisung was realizing that the bruises on his arm were from a self harm and probably from an abuse.

He was affected it differently than back then. It was never triggering to him actually.

He just didn't wanted to bring it up back then. Nowadays nothing changed.

He didn't know the proper background of the scars. He was just "re-born" with them. He was taking it as a part of his body like a freckles or moles.

He didn't wanted to talk about it more because of minho as well. Minho was now glad that jisung forgot about his bad past.

"Minho... I have a question..." jisung said all of a sudden.

"What is it?" Minho looked at him when he realized, that jisungs smile dropped.

"Would you mind telling me something about my past? I don't mind if you know less than felix... I want to hear it from you..." jisung said with determination.

"Jisung... I really don't want to..." minho saddened.

"Minho... it won't affect me in any way... those people that you'll talk about are unknown to me. I don't know them. They can't hurt me anymore... you can talk freely about them... I just want to know more..." minho couldn't say no to jisungs begging face.

"Fine..." he sighed. Jisung deserved to know it if he really wanted to. "I'll tell you later ok?"

Jisung nooded.

"How about this shirt?" Minho pointed at a black elegant shirt with back that was supposed to be tied up by the string.

"It looks very pretty." Jisung said amazed.

"Lets go try it on." Minho took the shirt and went with jisung to the clothing cabin.

He waited for jisung outside to respect his privacy, but he couldn't stop thinking about jisung. Of course he's gonna imagine jisungs beautiful body. They slept together so many times and he loves him so much that it was physically impossible to not think about it.

"Hyung..." jisung peaked from behind the door. "I'm gonna need help with the string at the back..."

Before minho could react, he pulled him into the cabin. "I'm sorry, I'm basically half naked... I don't want to bring more attention to me..."

"Uh- y-yeah... its ok... let me help you then..." minho started tying the string together to form a small bow on the back. "All done." Minho said wanting to leave.

"Wait hyung..."

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An.: Hopefully theres not many grammar mistakes :)