The Walker Infection... An Alan Walker Fanfic

~Crazy Ex Backstory(1)~

This is a flashback chapter! This is the explanation behind who lilys crazy ex is! Just remember that I made this character of Lily's ex and it actually has nothing to do with the walkerverse or anything like that so don't go bothering Alan Walker about it.

//Lily's P.O.V//

He stood there. I had to. I had to take Alans advice and leave him. I hated the way he would just treat me inappropriately.

'No! I'm sick of the way you treat me!'
'oh come on babe! Give me one more chance!'

I walked out with my stuff and Alan was outside already.
He agreed to let me stay with him for a while until I could get myself together.

'you ready?'
'yeah...'
'hey...whats wrong?'
'I...I just...I feel bad for leaving him'
'lily...Ive seen how he would treat you. You told me how uncomfortable you were with him doing that to you! It's not your fault! He was being inappropriate! It's not okay for you to feel that way! That isn't appropriate in a relationship, that comepeltly against the concept of consent! He went completely beyond your boundaries! You shouldn't be the one to feel guilty about it!'
'I know...i just...'
'it's alright...itll be okay...youll be away from him and we can focus on what we're trying to do'
'yeah...but...i just...don't feel like doing that right now...'
'i understand...once you feel better...we'll continue'
'okay...'

We then got into Alans car and the ride was uncomfortably silent. I was feeling so bad that whole time. I felt like I was about to cry from that whole fight me and ethan just had. I felt like I was about to cry. Before I even did cry, we were at Alans place. He showd me where I would sleep and I put my stuff away. I sat on the bed and cried. I had felt so bad about everything. I sat like that until Alan knocked on my door 10 minutes or so later.

'lily? Are you alright?'
'*sniff* I'm fine Alan'

He then opened the door and rushed to me.

'lily...lily what's wrong...'

I didn't awnser and I just started sobbing. He sat beside me and rubbed my back.

'it's okay...'

I then hugged him and I cried in his arms. We stayed like that for around an hour before I could even stop. He didn't leave my side. My head was starting to ache from crying so much. I finally stopped crying and Alan still held me in his arms.

'you okay now?'
'yeah...I just...have a headache...from crying so much...'
'you'll be alright...tension headaches don't last that long...youll probably feel better if you get some sleep'
'okay...'

He let go of me slowly. Alan got up slowly,grabbed a blanket and gave it to me. I wrapped myself up like a burrito and looked at Alan. For the first time in hours, I smiled. When we were kids, we would always have sleepovers and wrap ourselves up in blankets and make joke about it. He laughed and smiled back at me.

'I haven't seen that in ages!'
'I always sleep like this...it makes me feel better when I'm upset'
'yeah...i do it...like when red nexus raided my hideout...that night I was so stressed out and when I went to bed, I wrapped myself up and I just got those memories come back to me and I felt better...'

We both laughed and he sat at the end of the bed. I moved towards him, still wrapped up and leaned my head against him. But My head started to hurt more and a sharp pain shot through.

'ah...'
'lily...are you okay?'
'no...my head...its getting worse...I...I think I'm getting a migrane...'
'ill go get you some pain medicine and you can get some sleep. When you wake up, if your head hasn't got better or if you feel nauseous or anything, come get me okay?'
'alright...'

I laid down on the bed and my head hurt like hell. I noticed Alan didn't get up. I knew why though. He was worried about me. He was worried that I wouldn't be okay but I felt safer with Alan by my side. I drifted off to sleep slowly.