This imagine is based on the song 'iris'
Y/N's pov:
And I'd give up forever to touch you
I was a very quiet student at my school, The only person I would ever talk to was finney. He was my best friend we did everything together.
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
We are almost always together I kind of felt like we were twins, when he was happy I was happy and when he was sad I was sad.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
He had always been there for me when I was at my lowest, to me..he was the kindest person on earth.
And I don't want to go home right now
"Hey can I stay at your place tonight" I asked "yea of course" Finney responded with a smile. I hated my house because my parents acted like I never really existed so I stay at finneys place most days.
And all I can taste is this moment
I am always there for him aswell, when he is sad I always try my best to make him happy, and most of the time it works.
And all I can breathe is your life
Sometimes I feel like Finney doesn't like me, It feels like I'm way to clingy to him.
And sooner or later, it's over
"Hey y/n can I talk to you" Finney came up to me "yea of course finn" I said with a bright smile. "So Uhh look I don't want to be friends with you anymore" he spoke with a straight face, "my smile dropped, so did my heart.. "W-what why did I do something wrong" I quickly said "Just leave me alone and don't talk to me..okay" he didn't even let me answer, he just walked away.
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
Tears sprung in my eyes as I watched him walk away, my best friend left me.. and now I have no one.
And I don't want the world to see me
Weeks after weeks I tried to make new friends but I couldn't, I was known as a stupid freak with no friends.
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
The only person who understood me was Finney but now he's gone so I can't express myself as I use to.
When everything's made to be broken
I think I was just made to be lonely, I wanted friends..I didn't make any but I lost one and I will never forgive myself for that
I just want you to know who I am
I am sick and tired of being left in the dark, I look over to a group of girls that look so..happy.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
When I would pass Finney in the hallways he would always just refuse to look at me and that caused tears to swell in my eyes.
Or the moment of truth in your lies
Today is the day..I'm finally going to make myself get over finney and have a fresh start
