Where stars come from- Phan Discontinued Until Further Notice

Chapter 5 -Phil

I thought he wasn't so bad i though i might be able to trust him... But i guess thats just the stupid way too optimistic part of Phil... I have to stop dreaming about this stupid non existent "Friendship" With this boy, because deep down i know it will never happen.

I was in so much pain i couldn't move, something inside of me kinda wish he had killed me because if he did i wouldn't have to face the boy or any of those problems again, but i knew he couldn't be that easy on me. I was bleeding in so many places i was curled up in a fetal position and i swear i was shaking but than again i couldn't feel much but pain. The only think more painful than my head was my heart, the feeling of hurt, and being lost, loss of trust. I can't ever trust people, no matter how much i think i might love them, because i know they will just break me, forget me... they all do. Why did i ever think Howell was different? He was a part of the preps, that was my first mistake. Why does this hurt so much? Did i actually trust him? Am i just so desperate for a friend? I didn't trust him... I don't want a friend because i know i will never have one. But i didn't care about the amount of pain my body was in, or how my father was going to kill me, or how the brown hair boy who kissed me beat me up, or how much i knew i was going to be bullied. But how much that no hearted, soulless, ass whole boy Howell betrayed me. I knew even before he was someone not being a jerk to me this was all just a setup, a trick, a way to get me feeling stupid. But i let it happen anyway just to give him a chance... I am stupid. I can't trust anyone.

I lie there tears running down my face, half in the water, soaking wet, split lip, bleeding, scared, shaking, for so long. I finally attempt to get out of the water and onto land, but once i get onto land everything goes black...

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I feel a grabbing harsh on my shirt and something pulling me out of the position i was in. "Are you alright boy! Oh my god!" I slowly blink open my eyes and then shut them again. It was too tiring to keep them open. "Lad!" The man practically screamed at me. I open my eyes to show the man i'm not dead. I see a man in a black thick vest, and a blue short sleeved shirt underneath. It was a cop. "I- i'm a-alright..." I choke out. "Boy, what happened to you? Did someone do this to you?" "Someone at my- my sc-school... I'm- i'm alright i- i swear." I stutter. The man looks extremely worried i felt a bit bad, but i really hoped he wouldn't bring me to the hospital. I could tell by the sun light it wasn't time for school yet but it would be soon, and if i went to the hospital and missed school my father would kill me! "Who!" "I- i don't remember." That was a lie. I knew exactly who did it... "Do you need to go to the hospital? Do you have any broken bones?" "No no no i'm alright, just a bit tired and dirty thats all." I smile reassuring at him so he can hopefully send me on my way. "Well alright than. I'm guessing you need to go to school, just go home and clean up, stay out of trouble, I'm sure glad i found you." "Thank you." I stand up and dust off my clothes. They had already dried from yesterday but i needed to sneak home and change. I headed towards home. Once i got there i climbed up the tree near my window and got in. I had to do that every time i left the house to the lake but never in the morning. I changed into a different pair of slightly less black skinny jeans and a purple muse t-shit. And than left for school out of the actual door.

Authors note- Took me a wile to update again! Sorry i have finals and everthing been a bit busy. Its weird because i always think i don't know what to write for the next chapter but than i start and instantly know! I also always think i'm not in the mood for writing but than i force myself to and kinda don't want to stop! This is a short chapter again! Sorry i promise once it get a bit more phan and action-y it will be much longer, this is a bit of a filler chapter too so... ALSO! sorry long authors note. But there might be another phan story coming you way! Not sure what to make it about but i have a few ideas. Maybe Dan has a dream where he falls in love with Phil but than wakes up from the coma he was in and he goes on a mission to find the boy in his dreams (He does not already know him only in his dreams). Or maybe a summer camp! I don't know what do you guys think!? Ideas are greatly appreciated! Please comment what i should do! I want you guys to be happy more than what i want! Although i'm not going to write something i don't want to, that i'm not into. Phan is my only OTP, and my only ship so it must be phan. Also i'm okay with smut so, YAY! BRING ON THE PHAN PORN! XD! Thanks guys hope you like the story so far! Don't forget to comment and i should be updating soon, and i wont make the new phanfic until i get some requests, and until i update a new chapter! Thanks guys!