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it's been a week since I had arrived. Thunder was finally getting used to me being here, a great sign, and my parents are loving every moment.

I call Geoff every night and morning, to say goodnight and good morning, and our I Love you's too of course.

But it gets hard, he's in Texas and I'm here, in Oxford. I can't reach him but through phone calls and see him through Skype.

I wish he was here right now. Then I'd be happier with stay here.

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Thunder, lighting, it was all together boom then flash. And it was worse then what I thought it was.

I just wanted to sleep, I just wanted a normal life but I can't have any of those.

Oh no, I'm not capable of a normal life. I'm so different I'm not normal. I'm different than the others.

But lying awake in bed, staring at a musty old cream colored wall made you think. Think about the worlds secrets. And you learn, so much, so much that you can't take it all in.

But you have to, or there won't be a tomorrow, there won't be a reason for you to wake up and learn more wonders of the world.

Only, I couldn't learn it all. No, I missed my chance, and now, hell has arrived at my doorstep.
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"Geoff. Are you afraid of god?"

"No, but I'm afraid of you."

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