Double Life | KV

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Kentrell POV

My brudda gone bro why him why not me? This shit ain't fair bro who ever did this is gone pay. I feel like I know who did it and I knew not ta trust dat bitch she got my brotha taken from meh.

2 weeks later
Serenity POV

I got up and went into the bathroom and got dressed. Von was in the living room watching tv and I went in the kitchen and started breakfast. Von looked up and me and walked over to give me a kiss. I looked at him and he looked at me like I was crazy.

Von - What's wrong bae

Me - I been feeling like shit for days

Von - It's the pregnancy baby you know that

Me - I know but Von you not getting it the shit we do is messing with me mentally

Von - What do you mean

Me - I am losing my mind baby I am scared

Von - I told you talk to me okay talk

I nodded and then shook my head and grabbed my keys and went to Meech house. I was driving listening to music and then flashes of pulling that trigger on Asian started flooding my head.

Asian - You are guilty ya know that right

Me - Shut up your just in my head get out of my head

Asian - How is your baby going to feel knowing both of his or her parents are murders

Me - You deserved it you bogus ass bitch get out of my head

Asian - Serenity how much are you going to hold in the rapes, the murdering, the anxiety it's all going to hit you one way or another

I finally got outside of Meech's house and I started crying I ran to his front door and banged on it. He answered and grabbed me once I collapsed to my knees at the front door. He kneeled down with me and held me as I cried like a baby.

Me - Meech I am sorry I couldn't go to the girls they don't know what I do or what I did I keep seeing her and it's making me go crazy

Meech - Nahh I get it, it happens when you first kill but it's something else bothering you

Me - I been holding so much in Meech I can't keep holding it in

Meech - Okay okay come on let's get you up and on the couch you not finna have my niece or nephew panicking in yo stomach

Demetrius helped me up and walked me to the couch shutting the door behind us. I sat down and he walked in the kitchen and made me some tea. He walked out and handed me the mug and sat down next to me.

Meech - So what is it na

Me - I feel bad I killed her like I been holding so much in since I met Kentrell it's all eating me alive Meech and I can't stand it

Meech - You can't talk to Von about it why

Me - Because he just gone wanna tell me I know already imma handle it but Meech you know I ain't really built for it but now I feel like it's a side of me that wants to just say fuck it all and take over the streets but I can't stand it

Meech - What exactly is he handling you haven't told me anything this is the first time we ever caught up

Me - Kentrell he used to sexually and physically abuse me the only people who know are the girls