Double Life | KV

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Next Morning
Serenity POV

I was in my car driving and listening to music to go get the twins. I pulled up and went inside giving my mom and dad a hug and kiss. My mom looked me in the eyes and I slightly smiled she shook her head and grabbed my hand walking me into my dad office holding Sekani.

Me - Yes

Mom - What's going on baby

Me - Nothing I am fine

Mom - You haven't been fine since you gave birth

Me - Mom everything feels like it is falling apart my heart hurts like I have been holding everything in and trying to keep everything together but I can't anymore Von cheated again and I slept with Meechie and he might have had something to do with Mymy dying and it's all mind boggling it hurts

Mom - Ren you allowing yourself to be knocked down when you gotta be picked up for the girls look at your baby

I looked at my baby girl and tears started to fill in my eyes. I am allowing myself to become someone I can't be and I hate it. My heart been hurting for so long and I been crying so much I used to be so happy and powerful. I looked at my mom and she got up and rubbed my back making me feel reassured that my emotions were normal.

Mom - Leave town for a minute

Me - What about the kids and my marriage

Mom - Remove yourself from everything Serenity talk to Dayvon about it and we will all have the girls just go find Serenity again okay

Me - Okay

I put the girls in their car seats and drove to the house safely. Von came outside and helped me take the girls in. I put held Sevyn while Von picked up Sekani and sat on the couch having us as a family watch TV and ate take out. I had everything my mom said replay in my head and I sighed.

Von - What's up baby girl

Me - I um I think I need a mental break

Von - From

Me - Everything and everyone I set up a getaway and have virtual therapy sessions for about a month and come back reset because me getting get back and shit is terrible baby I feel so bad about everything and it's all overwhelming along with my postpartum

Von - Mmmm what about the girls

Me - You and everyone can work together take care of them they aren't difficult you really need to spend time with them since everything you have done these past two months they finna be three months Von come on

Von - I'm not denying anything you're right I just want you to be safe and nothing to happen to you baby

Me - Nothing will happen to me I just need to do this for me

Von nodded and planted a kiss on my forehead. I started searching up everything I wanted to do and go visit and then I booked my ticket and I set everything up with my therapist to get everything in motion. I really don't want to be away from everyone but me separating for everything is my best bet of being able to be safe mentally.

2 weeks later
Dayvon POV

I dropped the twins off at Big T house and then we drove to the warehouse where we had Meech at. He was tied up in the basement bruised up and weak. I took my hoodie off and punched him in the face watching him cough up blood.

Me - You da reason Ren left town in the first fucking place bro don't make me kill yo dumb ass

Meech - Are you serious right now and you hurt her so much in the process of healing from the shit with Kentrell and all I am not the only reason she left I told y'all everything y'all wanted ta know fuck outta here you just wanna kill me to be on your personal happiness about it cause she gone and instead of taking the fault you blaming yourself weak ass nigga