Love Eyes ( PIP X DAMIEN ) || DIP

Jealousy?

Pocket

Well since Philip is gone I have nothing to do now, I suppose I should go hang out with my old friend Estella, I heard she came here with the royal family, maybe I should go look for her. It would be fun to hang out with someone who isn't Philip once in a while.

I get my glasses from the counter and head out to the house the royal family is staying at. Which is weird... why would Estella be hanging out with the royal family? She's not royalty.
Everything was going fine until I arrived at the front porch and and two guards quickly blocked the two doors refusing to let me in. I said I was Philips boyfriend and It worked . I started to walk inside the house until one of the guards blocked my way allowing a woman with long blonde hair pass by.
      I guess the boyfriend thing didn't work out after all.

She looked side to side and that's when I recognized her. It's Estella! "Estella!" I wave my hands in the air for her to notice me. Because unfortunately the guards arm is blocking my face.
I could still see her through a little crack though. And I see her turn around and squint her eyes and it takes her a moment to remember who it am. "P-Pocket?!" She grabbed the guards arm and tells them to release me and that she knows me.

We are now walking up the stairs and talking about memories past and she looks exactly how she looked when we were little lads. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her while she just kept staring forward saying awful things to like "disgusting fetus of a wales anus" or "stupid, pointless rat towel"
           When we finally make it up the stairs I hear Philips voice and my heart gets warmer. He sounds so beautiful even when I'm not with him. "Philip is here?" I spin my head and give Estella a smile. Not because I like her, but because the love of my life is about 20 feet away from me. "Yes, he's with that disgusting, no life disappointment, Damien." She says as she rubs her eyes. It is pretty late it's 1 in the morning I'm assuming she's tired but I don't really care because I'm going to go my Philip.

"Where are they?" I ask and Estella just points at a room with the door completely open and that's when I hear a giggle.
Philips giggle.
I quickly walk to the room and that's when I see them. They are sitting beside each other, not saying a word to each other and just looking up at the stars. I'm not usually the jealous type but I feel sadness right now. I'm guessing because this is exactly what me and Philip did on our first date.
We just sat there in silence and watching the stars. And that's when I see Philip grab one of the chips from the chip bowl and feed it to himself. He giggles at Damien while taking the first bite. And Damien wasn't even doing anything in particular to be funny. It's almost as if he's just amused by his presence.

I feel happy that he made a friend but something in my mind tells be that they are going to end up being more than friends and I don't want that to happen. I love my Philip.
I love everything about him. I would die a second time just to even have a glance of him. He gave me happiness, I don't want to lose it. I love him. And I'll always will. I'll be dammed if "I love him" will ever becomes "I loved him"

Wait.. what am I thinking? Philip will never leave me. Would he?... no I'm being dramatic that will never happen. Whenever I see him and he sees me all I can feel is love in the air all around us. He loves me and I love him. I love so fucking much. So,so,so,so,so,so,so, very much.

I just stood there until I saw them getting up and that's when I started pacing to Estella. She noticed that I'm scared and she rolls her eyes and grabs me by the clothes on my shoulders and drags me to her bedroom. And all I hear is a bedroom door shut close. I'm guessing Philip left already.
And that's when I left out a loud sign, but that's when my sign turns into a loud slap. "What in gods name are you doing?!" I yell and place my hand on my cheek Estella has previously slapped. "You shall never step foot into my bedroom ever again, you ugly sensitive boy!" She crosses for arms around her breast and looks at me up and down. She then opens the door and kicks me out of the room and my eyes meet Damien's.

"Hey" he says shoving a cookie in his mouth, he's wearing his pajamas and it seems like he's about to go to bed. "Oh- hello!" I say as I straighten my posture and quickly bow down as in respect of the king.
       "What we're you doing in Estella's room?" He's now staring at me with his back to his bedroom and his eyes on me. They look a little furious, I'm starting to see sparks of anger in them.
             "Oh me and Estella we're best friends in the old days!" I say and then I hear a voice coming behind me "No we weren't best friend you idiot!" I hear Estella call out and that just made me even more nervous. But I had to stay professional because if I don't then I will seem weak. Now that I look at it. I'm slightly taller then Damien. I guess Philip is into tall guys.

I run down the stairs and make an exit to the front door and then I run all the way back to our house.

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                                    Pip

    Oh he was so kind! It was very nice for him to bring chips, because they were definitely the best chips I've ever had. I think I had so much fun because I've never sat with someone alone and just sit in silence while watching the stars. In fact Damien is the first one to stay with me and just watch the stars with me.

Now that I think about it i'm wrong .

  I have been alone with someone just watching the stars together in silence. It was my first date with Pocket! He knew I loved space so he took me out to look at the stars. How could I have forgotten? That date that started our 5 year relationship!
                     My, how foolish of me!
I forgot my first date with my future husband. That's so disappointing of me. When I finally reach the front of the door I scream Pockets name to let me in. I don't hear him run to the door like he always does so this left me confused.  Where would he be right now at 2:47am? I sigh and bend down to get the hidden key underneath our welcoming rug and suddenly I feel someone place their hand on my back.
              I know it's Pocket so I didn't even bother getting up and punching the living hell out of them. I just waited for him to open the door so I can get up from my bending down position. He finally opens the door and lets me in before he comes inside.

    I place my stuff on the counter and I'm suddenly slammed against the wall. And that's when my lips touch his. Of course I kiss him back. This kiss felt different from all the other kisses. It's almost like this kiss feels like Jealousy, and I like it. I play with his hair as he kisses me deeper and deeper. He pulls out of the kiss for a moment and all I can see is love in his eyes. I know he can see them in my eyes as well.

                His love eyes are my favorite
part of him.

The next part I'll leave to your imagination.

We made love but all that's wrapped in my mind is Damien. He's a very nice guy. He's also very handsome. And tall, and looks strong. In my eyes he's the most coolest person I've ever seen.

And even though I say coolest it doesn't mean the most awesomeness because the most awesomeness is laying right beside me, snoring peacefully while I'm just thinking about him and Damien.

Pocket or Damien????