Love Eyes ( PIP X DAMIEN ) || DIP

Kiss.

Damien

Okay, this is not exactly how I imagined I would confess to him, I pictured us being alone with one arm around his shoulder and that's when a see it.
This is different, he's probably so drunk he might forget what happened tonight.

He looks the other side and that's when I grab his chin to make him face me. I force out a hi before going in on our conversation.
He doesn't say hi back and that leaves me disappointed, but I know if I was in his position and would be speechless as well.
His eyes scream, "hi?" But his mouth says otherwise.
"What do you want from me?!"
He says

I chuckle to myself before leaning in closer and like always he smells like strawberries. I lean in closer and closer, enough and lean down to his ear.
"You"
I immediately cringe at myself for saying that.
Why in hell did a say that? When ever I see it on television that some man did it to a girl I just felt disgusted. I feel disgusted in myself. But I now realize that they couldn't help themselves when ever a beautiful man or woman was standing right in front of them.

Once those words fall out of mouth and go through his ears, it's as if those words made him more messed up then he already was.
He's now blinking nonstop and I take this as a opportunity to place both of my arms against one of the bars of the stilt and he just jumps in fear and looks back up at me.

I hate myself for doing this, I'm trying my hardest to stop, I can't be doing this under my new "friends" back. Philip has a boyfriend. I don't want to ruin their perfect relationship. I'm king, but I'm not a jerk, not to Philip at least.
Tears start forming into my eyes with all my thoughts filling my mind, and I know what I'm about to do is going to be one of my biggest regrets I've ever had.
"Can I kiss you?" I look down on him and give him a smile and I feel one tear escape my eyes and slide down my cheek. I've never cried before. Why is this the time I've cried since I was born. My father always told me to never express my feeling. And I've kept that promise for 22 whole years. But now, now it's broken.

I can see on his expression that he doesn't know what's going on, but I can tell he understood the last part because all he does is nod and after I got full consent I grab him but the hips and pull him into a kiss. Surprisingly he kisses back.
I've been craving this kiss, I've been waiting 22 whole years to find love and I finally found it. Though he's not mine, I'm glad I could say he was my first kiss. I hate the fact that he's only saying yes because he's drunk. I just hope he doesn't remember this night.
After this night I'm done, I got what I wanted, and I will forever leave Philip alone with Pocket. Just one kiss is all I needed.

I expected this kiss to only be a kiss but instead he's trying to make out with me. Unfortunately I let my heart win on this one and he's pushed against the wall as our tongues met each other, my hands touching to his waist to his hips. He has a perfect body.

What the hell am I doing?! Stop! I want to stop but I can't. This moment is just perfect. But right now he's basically cheating on his boyfriend. Pocket must be worried, what am I doing? What am I doing?! WHAT AM I DOING?!

We keep going until I hear Philip moan. I'm shocked by this and decided to take my hands off of him and kiss him on the neck.
"Oh god, Pocket" he swills again and that made me stop completely. He thinks I'm Pocket. I know I shouldn't be sad about this but I feel a crack in my heart. I'm disappointed in myself once again. I pull away from him and place my hand on my forehead trying to catch my breath, because of the making out and the fear filling up and in my body. What I'm doing is wrong. I know I keep repeating that but it's true. I'll make this right tomorrow.

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Pip

Pocket grabs my hand and we walk back to the beach. We've never done anything like this before and I like that he is trying new things, to improve our sex life.
Once we get close enough to our spot I squint my eyes and I see.. Pocket? If pocket is right there, but he was just with me.
     Who's hand is this that I'm holding?
    I look to the my right and I see that I'm holding hands with Damien. Does that mean..
I had a make out session with Damien?! And I actually quite enjoyed it?! What is wrong with me?! I can't stop staring at him is disbelief.
I was willing to let him touch me anywhere.
And he does things that Pocket doesn't.

Suddenly I'm shaking in fear and I head Pockets direction. I stand behind him shivering in disbelief. What have I done?
"Hey honey, why were you and Damien holding hands back there and why did y'all run off somewhere?" He bends down and grabs the hair covering my ear. He whispers, then allows me to talk.
"Oh! Uhm.. we are new friends so we held hands for the first time. Isn't that exciting?!"
I feel an urge to tell him the truth here because I tell him everything. But I know that will lead to a fist fight and I don't want that to happen.
"And we ran away because we wanted to know more about ourselves and we wanted privacy!" I charm and by the look in his eyes he is relieved, and he's thrilled I told him the "truth" also telling by his look is that I'm going to have yet another "rough" night.

I've drunken enough but I should drink more to get me in the mood and forget everything that just happened. All I want is a reminder that I'm with Pocket, and he knows exactly how to pin that.
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Pip

When we get home he immediately pushes me on our bed and... I won't be describing the rest!

Once we done we take a shower together and that's when we do it once more...

As we are about to go to sleep he kisses my body in all places, to my head, to my toes. He does this every night to show how much he loves me. And I love him too. Way more than anything. Nothing, not even Damien can change that.

Now that mention Damiens name he's stuck in my mind all night. I had to sleep at about 5 in the morning because my mind was just. Damien. Damien. Damien.

Pip and Pocket are having sex like every day. IN HEAVEN.

I obviously won't be writing NO smut because I want to remind myself that they are just kids. But if there anything that you find inappropriate please let me know.