Love Eyes ( PIP X DAMIEN ) || DIP

Cafe

           The night after our wedding was the best... but also terrifying. When me and Pocket got home we start doing what freshly married couples do, and when he was on top of me kissing all over my body he had seen my promise ring and had thrown it away.

     That ring meant so much to me. But I guess now that I'm married the only ring that matters is the wedding ring.

    But now I'm just sitting on the couch, crying, tears of joy. It is 7am and I am crying for two reasons.

       Im freshly married. And I'm confused.

Maybe with some time and more effort this marriage will work out. I'm scared it won't. I'm scared I'm just going to run off with Damien at the end like I'm a child.

       Pocket wakes up usually at 10 so I have 4 hours until he wakes up. And I've been crying since 5 in the morning. I have nothing else to do but think.

What is this is a big mistake? What if I really do belong with Damien. If I do, then why did I say yes?
       I felt it in my heart and I yelled out yes. But now my heart hurts. I want to be happy with Pocket, but Damien always come up in my mind.
     I'm confused, I'm not happy, why is this so hard, just say yes or no.

     Do I love Pocket? Yes

    Do I love Damien? Yes

  Do I want to continue my marriage with Pocket? Yes

    Do I want to marry Damien? Yes.

It's always yes, yes, yes but never no. Because I'm so used to saying yes for everything. God I hate myself.
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   I decide to take a walk to get my mind off of Damien and the world. I just want to act like I have no troubles and is just a little kid loving life.

   But unfortunately that's not possible.
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Estella

      "Stop mocking around, and get up!" I slap Damien on the head. He's been crying all weekend and it's fucking annoying to hear. My ears bleed of horror when ever this man talks but now they are begging for mercy.
With every tear he cries my smile gets bigger. But also angrier, he still expects me to clean after his mess even when I'm pregnant?!

"Estella... please.." Damien said wiping tears from his face and grabbing a tissue nearby to blow his red nose.

"No Damien! I've had it! You lazy disrespectful disgrace! Get up from that bed or get out!" Frustrated I grab his covers and pull them off of him, exposing the outfit he's been wearing for days. He's been to depressed to even get up from his bed to change his ruggy clothes.
Over a boy who talks like he inhaled helium and got stuck with the voice forever.

"Fine." He slips out of bed and in seconds I hear the front door slam shut. I let out a loud sigh and go back to my bed. This is so relaxing.

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Damien

I came out for a walk since Estella kicked me out of my own house for being "lazy" even though I've been depressed. I never interfere when ever she's in her moods so why do I let her do to mine?

        I'm walking on the sidewalk heading to the park, or maybe to a cafe, I haven't ate breakfast yet and I'm starving. I pull out my phone to check if there are any cafes nearby and I find one that is five minutes away.
      I place my phone back into my pocket and make my way by memory.
      As I'm making my way to the cafe, thinking of what I'm going to get, I see him walking as well. I didn't know Philip liked taking walks. I know I should be ignoring him, for the sake of his marriage but I just can't.
     With a man that beautiful, who can?