Love Eyes ( PIP X DAMIEN ) || DIP

Manipulating

Pip

After being with Damien all day it's now 1 in the morning and I'm just returning home.
I decided to stop for some drinks before I walk back home. So right now I'm a little tipsy.

A bit too tipsy because when I walked in I went straight to the fridge and Pocket had just coughed, I realized I just past him and he was right in my face.

"Darling... are you alright?" Pocket looks angry, but even when he's angry he still cares for me, because he kisses my forehead right after saying that.
I stare at him hair and his beautiful orange hair makes me smile. I love his hair. But I love black hair even more.

I get on my tippy toes and kiss him on the cheek.

"We're have you been.. have you been drinking?" He pats my shoulders a couple of times before moving his hands to my waist and pulling me in to secure me.

"A little bit.. and I was with Damien, my love"

I give out a chuckle, and before I know it I'm slammed on our bed and I feel myself playing with his hair while he's doing all the things I want him to.

And.... I won't be describing the rest!

When we are done we are cuddled up on the couch peacefully watching a Disney movie.
His arm is wrapped around me and I'm leaning on his body with one of my arms around his waist.
I look up at him and that moment he looked down at me, our eyes connected and he places a kiss on my forehead.

"Do you know I'll always love you? The day I asked you to marry me was the best decision I've ever made.
I knew you were the one... for me. I love you.
Philip. And I believe you love me too."

He says and for a second my face drops. I'm suddenly imagining to whom I'm talking to is Damien.
I imagined that he was the one who was holding me and who I had said such beautiful words to me.

    I imagine that i was with him, and not with Pocket. That is until I feel warmness cover my whole body and it is coming from my lips.

    Pocket kissed me and I'm snapped back into reality.

    "I love you too, Pocket, I promise that you can show me both your best and worst of you and I'll still love you."

   I'm completely ignoring what had just happened to me a couple of seconds ago. I'm glad the kiss was a reminder that I'm doing the right thing.

    "I'm so glad I'm with you, I need you, I was so scared of losing you."
    I fix my posture to sitting straight and look at him, wondering what he meant by that. Even though.. I know completely what he meant by it.

   "You were a dream that came true, i opened my eyes and I saw you there.. you smiled at me and that moment I knew i was happy.
    The next day I woke up.. you were reaching to be in someone else's dream. Because you wanted to make him happy."

   He says with a straight face and still looking at the direction of the television.
   I feel my entire body staring to shake. He's scaring me.
    I know he would never hurt me... physically... but I'm still afraid.

    And also every confused... how does he know... I mean I don't think I was that obvious that I had a crush on Damien.
    If it was I at least wanted to show signs that I will forever be with Pocket.

    My lip start twitching, seconds ago my lips were warm and still. Now they are cold and quivering.

    I give out a nervous chuckle and I look at him in the eyes, hoping he would face me to look at mine.
           He does.