Love Eyes ( PIP X DAMIEN ) || DIP

Leaving.

                                  Damien

Why is he so handsome? Even when I'm drunk he still shines in my eyes. I'm trying so hard not to break the promise I put on the promise ring but damn it's hard.
    When the heavens oceans splash against the hand and starts getting to the point it is starting to wet my shoes.

   He's laughing, and he's sitting beside me, why does he look so beautiful, It's just a laugh, but god it's a beautiful.

   We are sitting with our legs spread out on the sand. I can't remember what if saying but I know what ever I am saying, it's making Philip laugh. I hope I'm not embarrassing myself.

     I look at him and he's looking out in the ocean. My love eyes have never seen such a beautiful view. I think my love eyes grow bigger and bigger with every glance I get of him.

    I lean forward to tell him a secret, and he doesn't even flinch, it's as if he thought I was going to give him a peck on his check and he was prepared for it.

    Once I'm close enough I pull some strands of hair away from his ear and say the words.

       "You're.... You're.... You're really handsome do you know that?" And that's the only think I remember saying.

   Wait... I think I also called him cute. God dammit now I'm pushing it.

   He quickly looks my direction and I see his face is flushed with red, and he's breathing more heavier. Im hoping that's a good thing... not a bad thing.

   I hate that I'm drunk right now because if i weren't drunk I'll probably stop my self before I even took a glance at him.

  "Thank- thank you... Damien."  His face gets flushed with even more red and it makes me embarrassed because I know I'm blushing much more than he is.

    "What are your favorite flowers?" I ask him
And his eyes widen when I said those words

"Well, I really quite like lilies, why must you ask?" He puts his hands across his chest and I feel guilty.
    I know what I'm doing and i feel disgusted because of it.
        But I don't care. I'm going to make you fall in love with me Philip.

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                                      Pip

    Damien gave my a whole bouquet of lilies,
  they are so beautiful. They have been my favorite flower since I was little,
    I used to get a bouquet of flowers every weekend from Pocket when we were teenagers but since we grew older he stopped.

Which makes me sad that this is the first bouquet I've gotten since I was in my teens.

    Damien is so nice... as he was handing me the lilies he gave me a hug and looked into my eyes.

   That is until I feel... oh no... love eyes.. not just coming from him.. but for him
 
        No! No I can't be in love with Damien!
I only have love eyes for Pocket, he's the love of my life. Oh but Damien, how handsome he is and his smile.

    What in Gods name am I thinking?! Pocket had been with me when I was at my lowest and I nearly just met Damien. But Damien just does stuff that Pocket doesn't do.
    
     I don't want to lose Pocket, but I also don't want to lose Damien.
   
                        Im so confused! Somebody please, I can't right now. I feel like breaking down right now.
      I've been in love with a man for 5 years and my heart is now giving that love to another that I've nearly just met about 5 to 7 days ago.
 
   I still love Pocket, a lot, and I only live Damien a little. Maybe I just need a reminder that Im Pockets and that he is mine. When I get home I'm going to make love to him and that will make me realize I don't love Damien I love Pocket!