Love Eyes ( PIP X DAMIEN ) || DIP

Beach day

     We are now getting ready for the beach, as I'm adjusting my hat I take a small peek in the restroom and see that Pocket is changing. I take this opportunity to talk to myself in the mirror to rehearse what I'm going to say to Damien.

   I will say this, growing up in a very awfully poor household, and not eating nearly enough food every week. To eating as much as I wanted and people would consider me king as well if I get with Damien. My child self would be extremely happy but I don't want that. I shall not allow it to happen!

     "Hey mate, have you seen my swimming trunks?" Pocket says as he peeks his head out enough for me to see his reaction to me wearing his swimming trunks. "Philip why are you always wearing my clothes?" He says annoyed but I know that's it a playful annoyed. "I just thought they looked cool, just borrow some of mine."

   I say as I walk away from the mirror and to the drawer where I keep my shorts and pants. I pick a orange color with black palm trees all around them. I walk to the bathroom door and without looking I hand him the swimming trunks with one arm sticking inside the bathroom. we might be dating but I still respect his privacy.

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As Pocket opens the door for me all I could feel is excitement. I've never been the one the beach before. I surely thought a beach didn't exist in heaven. But once Damien told us there was one I couldn't stop think about it!
          Pocket has an unbuttoned shirt on but all I have are my swimming trunks and our towels. I even brought a newly bought sand castle kit!
      Which is for kids but I didn't get to be a kid when I was little so I may as well just enjoy this while I can.

The walk to the beach is only 5 minutes away sowe decided to walk there. I'm already sweating from the heat. Hopefully the water will cool me off.

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  We are now here and Pocket looks left to right before he finds Damien and we start walking towards them. It's 7pm so the sun should be setting any minute now.
    I pull out my extra towel that I brought and place it on the sand. Then a take our stuff and place it on the towel. As I get back up I see Estella holding a beer and offering it to me.

     "Want a beer pip, we'll be here for hours so might as well be drunk enough to not go through anything."
             I usually don't drink and if I do I only drink about 2 shots, but with what happened this morning I'll take the whole bottle.

I adjust hat and grab the bottle out of her hand, and tilt my head enough for the bottle to be completely up and some beer is falling down my cheek and my neck but that doesn't stop me.
     I don't know how I become a little stupid lonely kid who nobody loved and always cared and loved everyone, to a person who really doesn't give two shits about people. But I know if I were to see my kid self today I would comfort him and tell him that I love him. But anyways back to my beer!

I chug the whole bottle and a i drop the empty bottle on the sand. I could tell by Pockets reaction that he was concerned on why I was drinking so much. So much so he gets up from his chair and walks to me and places a hand on my shoulder.
                "Honey, dear, are you alright, you don't ever drink this much anything troubling you?" He says and all I can do is grab him by the chin and kiss him on the lips. I know my mouth probably taste my beer but I don't care, nor does he.

He starts to pull out slowly and the first thing I see is Damien. His arms are crossed and he's just staring at us. This infuriates me. How dare he be jealous I'm kissing my one and only soulmate.
That's quite selfish if I might say.
He gets up and starts walking towards us. I thought he was going to talk to us but instead he just offered us both some beer. Of course I take care it but Pocket doesn't. This leaves me a bit sad but I know that it's just his choice.

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Im drunk.

In total I've drunken 34 bottles of beer and all I can think is how good I'm going to sleep tonight.
I look up at my phone and it's exactly 9:51pm. I sigh and look beside me and I see Estella. She's relaxing like me, I guess she's kind of hanged over like me. As we both lay on our relaxing chairs I look over at her again and notice a bowl of grapes on the stool in between us. I grab one and pop it into my mouth and I proceeded to try to get comfy in my chair again. But that's when I hear loud bangs.
I pull myself up and I see both Damien and Pocket bonding. Pocket is dancing to the rhythm of the music and Damien is clapping as if he's cheering him on. In between his clapping his eyes switches directions to me. And he just gives me a smirk.
I don't like that he keeps doing this, it makes me fairly uncomfortable, but I can't seem to stop it. It's like I've suddenly forgotten how to speak for myself, and all those years Pocket helped me and showed me how to be confident and speak up to myself was just a waste of time.

My drunken eyes can't focus right now, all I see is Damien handing something to Pocket and Pocket then smiles.
Then Pocket yells, then Estella yells,
Estella gets up. And I get up.
Estella walks to Pocket. I walk to Pocket.

I think it's obvious who took less drinks because when Estella was walking to Pocket she just went side to side a little bit and then she made it.
For me on the other hand is different. Once I stepped foot on the sand I completely fall to the ground. I pull out my thumb finger up to show them that I'm okay. The only damage that it did was give me a bigger headache and my hat flew off.

I later find out that Estella will be helping Pocket cook some meat for us. Which is weird because who eats dinner at 10pm?
As I was about to ask this question I feel something grab a hold of my wrist. I turn around to see Damien. And all he does is tilt his head to the stilts of a beach house.
I want to refuse but unfortunately I am to drunk to even be paying attention right now.
We both run until we are at the stilt. I put my hands around my chest and wait for him to explain himself while my eyes as dropping and closing because of my drunk mess and that I normally go to sleep at 9.

Suddenly I awaken again.
What are we doing here? Why is it just me and Damien? Where is Pocket, should I be worried? What does Damien want with me.

I look up at Damiens eyes and all I see are regret and love. Ugh, I hate this already. I look down and that's when Damien grabs my chin gently making me to look up at him and before I could even speak why he's touching me,
he opens his mouth.

good night lmao, which is better "what is this feeling?" Or "love eyes?"

If you haven't read "what is this feeling" please check it out before you answer that question!

Also I hope y'all liked this chapter!