Before You (BY: Book 1)

I Need You

Lena's POV

"Stef? Are you okay?" I ask as we get out of the car.

"Yes. I'll see you tomorrow." She said before kissing my cheek and turning around to leave. What was that? I wasn't going to let that go.

"Hey, hey, hey. What are you doing? I'm not leaving you alone when you're like this." I said taking her hand as she pulls away.

"I just want to sleep. Good night, Lena." she said before leaving again, but I certainly wasn't going to let her.

"Oh, you can sleep, but I'll be there, right next to you." I said taking her hand again and not letting her pull away this time.

"Lena, please, I don't want to talk." She said, seeing that I wasn't giving up.

"And I won't force you to talk, or do anything, we'll do whatever you want, but I want to stay with you, and I will. Let's go." I said not giving her a choice, she needed me, maybe she was shy about it, or maybe her father brought back her shame, but I wasn't going to let him, or let her for that matter.

So, I start walking, her hand still in mine as I heard her sigh defeatedly.

We got into her apartment where she proceeds to get in the shower, maybe this would help I thought as I went to make diner, just in case she would be hungry.

When I was just finish, I heard her walk toward me, so I turn around, finding her with her bathrobe, her hair wet and the look in her eyes, I knew that look but I find it odd right this moment.

"I made some chicken and pasta baby, are you..." and before I could finish her mouth was on mine.

She was taking me by my waist, pulling me hard against her and kissing forcefully, almost roughly and yes, I was kissing her back, but I knew something was wrong.

"Stef... Stef wait..." I said pushing her a bit, my hands on her shoulders, but she pushes back and kissed me again, over and over as her hands were sliding urgently on my body and our breathing was getting labored, I was liking it, it's true for I could never denied it, just her lips on mine could make me lose my mind, but something wasn't right, she wasn't right.

"Stef, stop. Stop." I said pulling away again as she manages to stop and look into my eyes with her broken eyes that were killing my heart.

"You don't want me?" she whispers, her face so close to mine.

"Of course, I want you, I'll always want you. But I think..." I respond but she didn't let me finish and grab my neck to kiss me, sliding her sweet tongue deep into my mouth making me moan, making it very hard to resist, but I had to.

"Stef, you're not fine, you're not okay, talk to me." I said gently, stroking her face.

"I don't want to talk; I just want you like this. I need it... please let me." she said with her begging eyes, as I couldn't say no to that, if that's what she needed then I'll give it to her. I'd do anything for her to be fine again.

"Okay, okay baby." I said, sliding my hands on her waist.

"Thank you." she whispers before closing the gap between us and kissed me passionately as she slides down my dress's zip from behind, then she slid it down my shoulders and let it drop on the floor as she ravished my neck with her mouth. She undid my bra and took it off as well, taking my nipple into her mouth, sucking hard on it, making me cry out.

She took off my panties with one hand, her mouth not leaving my breast for anything as her other hand had a good grip on my hip.

Before I knew it, she picked me up, getting my legs around her before she pressed my back against the wall.