LifeLine ~ (Dnf? - Angst)

16

It was about 10 am when George woke up. He came to his senses, squinting his eyes at the thin strip of sunlight coming through the window that directly hit his face. Dream lay sleeping on his chest, arms wrapped around his body.

George smiled. He didn't want to wake the other man but at the same time he didn't want to lay in bed awake for hours, especially with the sun glaring in his eyes. Just as George was thinking about how he was going to leave without waking the other, Dream opened his eyes.

Shifting around slightly, he woke up. He looked up slightly to the brunette. Their eyes met and they both smiled. George kissed dreams cheek before laying back down.

"Good morning Dream." George said, entangling his hands into Dreams dark golden locks. Dream didn't respond verbally, just an agreeing nod of his head. "You alright?"

Dream responded yet again with a nod of his head. George was concerned for the other.

Dream felt sick. He felt anxious and nauseous. He grabbed onto George's shirt, balling it in his fists.

"G-" Dream tried to speak. He clenched his eyes shut and pulled his knees towards himself, only stoping once they met his lovers side. His voice seemed to be stuck in the back of his throat.

"What?" George asked. Dream gritted his teeth as tears built up in his eyes. He wanted to speak but it hurt. "Do you want to say something? Darling?"

Dream nodded and held his fists closed tighter. George leaned down and kissed Dreams face.

"Take some deep breaths, what do you need to say?"

Dream tried his hardest to calm himself. His thoughts felt like they were all dying. Everything was a blur for him. His head felt like it was screaming at him. A throbbing pain pulsed through his head.

"I'm sorry-" Dream muttered out, almost in a whisper. "I'm going- to have another panic attack.." Dream choked on his words.

"Shhh.. you don't need to be sorry... we'll get through this together.. I'm not going to leave your side." George reassured the other. "Do you want to get comfortable for when it all happens?"

Dream nodded slightly, rolling to the side so he wasn't on top of the other. George helped pull the blankets over Dream as he shook slightly. George got out of the bed and sat down
On the floor right by the bed. Dream was already having issues with his breathing. Gasping for air while choking on his sobs.

George held dreams hands, trying to prevent him from scratching at his own skin.

"It's going to be okay Dream. I'll be here the whole time. It will be over soon."

"I don't want it to happen- George it hurts- make it stop- please-" Dream cried in a weak voice.

"Just try to breathe, don't let go if my hands. You can shout and scream all you want but just don't let go."

"No- no- no- George.. help... don't let this happen to me!" Dream cried.

"Shhh.."

"George! Please..! It hurts! It hurts so bad! Stop- make it stop!" Dream shouted holding tightly onto the others hands. "Your hurting me.. why are you hurting me.. George-"

George stopped for a moment. He was trying so hard to help dream. But he was hurting him. George was hurting Dream.

His heart sunk as he looked at the other. His head spinning. He let go of Dreams hands and left. He walked right out of the room and sat on the floor of the hallway.

Dream was confused. His chest tightened, he quickly reached and grasped his chest trying to stop the pain. He was sobbing and coughing uncontrollably.

"George.."