LifeLine ~ (Dnf? - Angst)

5

Dream sat in his room thinking. It had been about 10 minutes since.. well you already know. Dream was still breathing heavily. He could feel his heart beat everywhere in his body.

'What am I going to do. I just made out with my best friend. How could I do that- And he felt my body.. thank god I stopped him before he took my shirt off. I can't let him see that. He'll probably just think I'm gross or something. Fuck. Whatever, it's fine it's all gonna be fine.'

Dream took a deep breath running his hand through his hair before standing up and walking to his bathroom. Picking up another blade from his broken shaver, he sat down on the floor of his room.

'I already relapsed it's fine it's not like it's been 3 years. Just a couple hours.'

Dream rationalized his own thinking before rolling his sleeve up. He took the blade in his right and and slid it smoothly across his wrist. It stung really badly, he winced at the pain and watched the blood slowly pour out of the cut.

He let his head fall back and lay against the wall. A shiver went down his spine as the pain settled in. He looked back down at his wrist and continued cutting, avoiding any old scars. By the time Dream decided he was done, he was shaking from the blood loss and pain as blood ran down his arm. He closed his eyes and let out a shaky breath.

"It's okay Dream. Just breathe.." he whispered to himself. He took a deep breath and pushed himself up the wall. He immediately came crashing to the floor not being able to hold himself up. He was dizzy and delirious. He laid on the floor shaking trying to breathe normally. He didn't know what to do.

The bleeding wasn't stopping due to the lack of pressure applied. Dream took a deep breath and hoisted himself back up. This time he was able to gain stability. He clenched his arm to his chest as he walked to the bathroom.

Dream ran his arm under the water from the sink. It was cold but it didn't bother Dream that much. He grabbed some cotton bandages and wrapped them around his arm tightly. He pulled his hoodie over his head and off if his arms. He had gotten blood all over it so he needed a new one.

Avoiding looking at himself in the mirror he got a new hoodie and put it on over the bandages.

"Dream?" A knock was placed on the door by Sapnap.

"Come in!" Dream shouted and ran out of the bathroom to see Sapnap coming in. Dream kicked his old hoodie over out of the others view.

"Are you okay? I heard a crash." Nick said looking around the room.

"Oh yeah I'm doing fine." Dream said and shot Sapnap a smile.

"Okay well, I'm gonna go to bed so- goodnight." Sapnap said and walked to Dream to give him a hug.

Dream hugged him back lightly. As both men released from the hug Nick left and Dream turned his lights off before laying in bed and going to sleep.

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Dream woke up from the light shining in his eyes from his windows. He was immediately made aware if the aching pain in his arm. He slowly took a breath and got out of bed. He rolled up his sleeve noticing some of the cuts had bled through.

He sighed in annoyance as he walked to his bathroom. Dream slowly unwrapped the bandages as it pulled some of the scabs off with it. He winced whenever it would happen, right before that cut would start bleeding again. Dream replaced the bandage successfully. He threw some water on his face letting it catch on his eye lashes before drying his face off.

Dream left his room and went to wake George up. He stopped before he was going to knock and left. He turned and walked down the hall to knock on sapnaps door. He didn't know why he did that. That is a complete lie. He knows exactly why he didn't do it.