Left Out Again | Jeongchan

9

Jeongin had just gotten home from being at Chan's apartment. He opened the door and was met by a sharp pain on his chest and arm.

"Didn't you understand anything I did and told you last night?! You're so disgusting you fucking fat gay! It's not normal to be gay!" The man yelled as he hit his son again with the belt.

"Who the fuck gave you permission to go over to your little boyfriend's house?! 'Cause I know for sure I didn't!" The man yelled again as he hit his child again, earning an 'ow' from the pink and blue haired boy.

"Weak fucking gay, cant even take getting hit by a belt" the older male scoffed. "Be a fucking man instead of a weak little girl!" Jeongin's dad yelled again, hitting his child again, earning another 'ow'.

"Dad, I'm sorry for being gay, I can't help it though. I really mean it, I don't know-" the crazy man had enough of his child and started repeatedly hitting him with the belt

Since it was only eight in the morning, no one else in the house had heard the younger's cries after getting hit. "Show me that you fucking mean it by breaking up with that disgusting boyfriend of yours!"

Jeongin looked at his dad after he stopped getting hit and shook his head "please dad, anything but that. He makes me happy and helped me when I was struggling with-"

"Do you want me to beat you to death?! Do what I tell you to and break up with that stupid guy! If I find out you havent broken up with him by the end of the day, you're getting disowned and arent living here. Do I make myself clear?!"

The blue and pink haired boy's dad demanded, making the youngest boy cry but nod in agreement. The boy just wanted his parents' love and approval since they barely gave him either of those things.

"Now go wash up, you're so disgusting from sleeping over there at that disgusting boyfriend of yours" "I'm... I'm so sorry."

With that, the man's son started walking upstairs to take a shower.

As the youngest boy was in the shower, he was continously scratching his body until he saw some blood mix with the hot water falling from the shower head.

He did feel disgusting because of his dad, the guy who kept yelling at him for being a 'disgusting fat gay'. The poor boy continued scratching before he started crying.

Even with the crying, the boy was continued scratching but now harder than before and was now for sure bleeding more.

After scrubbing his body and some more scratching, the pink and blue haired boy was out of the shower. He was now in his room looking at his scratched body and saw the small little stomach his dad was talking about when he called him fat.

"Why didnt Chan tell me anything? Why didn't he tell me I was getting fat? Why am I blaming him, he did nothing. I should've seen this when I was changing."

The boy sucked the small amount of stomach he had and looked at himself in the mirror "Chan said it wasn't healthy but I need to lose this because I'm fat" he frowned before looking down.

The boy stopped looking at himself in the mirror and put on a baggy hoodie and sweatpants his workplace gave him to cover his 'fat' scratched body.