Left Out Again | Jeongchan

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A few days had passed and Jeongin was excited to finally tell his boyfriend about his plans for the future.

The two were currently walking in a clothing store, Jeongin was at the baby isle while his boyfriend looked at some leather jackets for himself.

The younger boy grabbed a pair of baby shoes and ran in tiny to the older while excitedly squealing with a smile. Chan heard the squealing from behind him and turned around.

"Chan! Chan! Chan! Look at these! They're so cute! Can we get them?" The taller male smiled "they're cute love, but why would you like to get them if you dont mind me asking? We dont have a baby"

The blue and pink haired boy smiled before answering the question "I want to adopt a kid with you! They're adorable! I think they'll look so cute with these on!"

Chan lightly smiled at his boyfriend "love, are you sure you're ready to have a kid, you're just getting out of high school"

"I'm sure Chan! I've thought about it for a while now and I'm sure I want to have a kid! Well, I dont want to force you to agree. You can disagree if you're not comfortable with the thought of a child yet..."

Chan softly smiled "beautiful, I'd love to adopt a child with you but I'm not ready yet. I dont feel like I'm responsible enough to take care of a kid yet. I'm sorry"

The blue and pink haired boy's smile slightly faded as he gave a small weak smile "it's okay. I know I'm probably moving way too fast so I'll stop with this. You probably don't like the idea of having kids around either. I'm sorry"

"Prince-" "I'll put these back, I wont need them." With that, the pink and blue haired boy walked back to the baby isle and put the shoes back where he found them with a small sigh.

Jeongin returned to where his boyfriend was with a small smile "let's go! I'll treat you to ice cream as an apology for bringing that up. Let's go!"

Chan felt guilty for making the younger boy feel the need to apologize for wanting to have a plan for their future. The taller boy smiled at his boyfriend as he turned around to look at him.

"What's wrong? Do you not want ice cream either? I'm such a fuck up today. I'm so sorry, I'll do better next time! I dont mean to be so annoying" the fox like boy continued smiling but felt guilt rising in himself.

The younger boy stopped walking causing his boyfriend  to also stop walking in order to listen to what the taller male had to say.

"What would you like to do Chan? I've been so selfish more recently, I'm sorry about that. Or actually, I'm going home so you can enjoy your time away from me, you're probably annoyed of me."