Left Out Again | Jeongchan

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Days had passed and Jeongin had started eating a lot less, sometimes eating only a small snack once a day. He would avoid going to Chan's apartment to avoid the older who encouraged him to eat.

During those days, the blue and pink haired boy would look at the tiny shoes he had bought and smile at them, his worries washing away.

Well, that's exactly what he decided to do at the moment. "If I had a child, I would love them so much for being mine. I'm going to love them with all my heart and not let them have to go through any bad. They wont go what I'm going through right now"

Jeongin gently spoke with heart eyes as he held the tiny shoes in his hand. "I hope they're not insecure. I just know my child is going to be perfect."

Just as the statement finished, the doorbell rang and Jeongin got up to open the door. "Hello" the pink and blue haired boy greeted "oh, hi Chan... is everything okay?"

The younger boy questioned as he let the older in to make their way to the living room. Once getting there, the two stood there since Chan spoke.

"Hi love, I should be asking you that. Are you okay? This happened not too long ago as well and I remember what you did to yourself. Are you doing that again?"

The younger boy looked down before hesitantly responding "what are you talking about?" The younger tried acting as if he didnt know.

"You know what I'm talking about. The staying at home and not visiting or letting me visit. Not eating while you're not visiting and I'm not visiting, just because you think you need to lose weight when you don't. I know you're doing this again since you were eating a lot less before not visiting"

The younger boy stayed quiet for a moment before responding "I.... I'm sorry. I just want to be skinny but I know you dont like it when I do this to myself. Please dont hit me for being stupid. I dont mean to be this ignorant. I just want to be a good parent for when we have a child....."

"Now that I think of it, I see why you think my thoughts of being a parent are absurd. I'm sorry for being stupid. Please don't hit me. I'll be better and I'll stop thinking of such meaningless things."

Jeongin apologized before he flinched when he saw Chan's hands weren't next to the shorters legs. The fox like boy ended up recieving a hug from his boyfriend when he thought he was going to get hit.

The pink and blue haired boy had tears forming in his eyes when he felt his boyfriend's arms wrap around him. He hugged back and let his tears fall down his cheeks.

"Love, it's okay. I'm not going to hurt you when you're already struggling or at all. Please stop doing things like this to yourself, I love you for you. I could care less about how your body looks. As long as you're healthy, I'm happy."

The fox like boy cried and nodded before the curly black haired Australian pulled back from the hug to kiss him on the forehead.

"You're beautiful Princess, you really are. Don't think you have to do anything to change your body or face. I find you perfect. I love you so much my beautiful Princess. I wish you could see how pretty I find you."

The Australian male said as tears also started falling down his cheeks.