Left Out Again | Jeongchan

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"I'm sorry about hurting you and touching you without permission. I understand, we're not dating so I should respect your boundaries and wishes."

"Chan hurry up!" Seungmin yelled again "please don't leave. I don't get to see you any other time other than when we're with them and I miss you a lot."

Chan begged as he started walking to the living room with the younger boy who nodded to his words.

So Chan isnt happy? Shouldnt he be relieved to not have me as his boyfriend? Did I hurt him? Was I too harsh with him? No Jeongin, dont think about Chan, your dad wont approve and you know the consequences.

The boy scolded himself as he looked at the ground and started scratching his cuts while sitting down at an empty part of the couch.

Chan noticed the lonely boy scratching his arm again and made his way next to the blue and pink haired boy "dont do that. You're staining your hoodie even more and are hurting yourself"

The older softly spoke as he gently grabbed the slightly taller boy's hand "I know you dont want me touching you but you cant continue scratching your arm when you're nervous"

Jeongin stayed quiet and let his ex boyfriend do what he wanted. "Chan are you gonna watch the movie or are you going to be all lovey dovey to your little boyfriend" Seungmin asked.

"I'm watching" Chan responded. Just then, Jeongin's phone started ringing, making the youngest grab his phone from his hoodie pocket and answer the call as he got up to go to the kitchen.

"Yes mom? Does dad want me home? If he does I'll be home in a little. I'm scared he going to hit me as soon as I get there but I always understand where hes coming from so I'll let him hit me. I deserve it"

Jeongin quietly spoke since he knew Chan was watching and listening to him.

"Umm Jeongin... you wont have to worry about that anymore" "hm? What do you mean?" "Your dad..... your dad just died in a car accident"

Jeongin was left shocked, tears formed in his eyes and he started shaking "mom, quit joking around, I know dad's right next to you" the boy spoke with a trembling voice.

"Jeongin, hes dead. I'm sorry you had to hear it right now but it just happened." The tears started streaming down the blue and pink haired boy's face as he covered his mouth to not let a sob out.

Sure his dad wasnt the best after finding out his son was gay but the kid still loved and cared for his dad.

There was a long silence on the call before Jeongin's mom hung up after saying her farewell. The youngest boy let more tears roll down his face as he started sniffling but not letting sobs out.