Left Out Again | Jeongchan

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"Why me though? I'm not as good as you make me sound. You could've done so much better than me. Why do you still like me? I'm not anything you'd want to be with again. Chan you deserve someone better than me, I just stress you out."

"Chan please go after someone who you deserve. I know you can do better than an insecure stupid idiot that cant do anything" Chan frowned after hearing the younger boy insult himself.

"Why do you say that about yourself? I dont want anyone else, I just want you. You do more than enough to make my day. I dont want to go after someone who doesn't do that" Chan explained.

Jeongin shook his head "I'm just going to embarrass you. I'm nothing compared to-" "shut it. If you're not going to say anything good about yourself, dony say it."

"Now, I want to know, would you like to be my boyfriend again?" Jeongin stayed silent for a moment before sighing "Chan, I need to think about it. You know what happened with my dad"

"Correct but he.... I'll let you think about it for as long as you need. I understand your situation and feelings."

Jeongin nodded and continued walking home with Chan by his side. "I'm sorry for not doing anything when the others were saying something to you, I thought you would try standing up for yourself"

"I didnt mean to be a dick and let you pretty much get bullied like that. Are you okay?" Jeongin looked at the other male next to him "it's alright, I understand why you didn't do anything. I don't stand up for myself to them because they hold so many fake things against me just to get me to leave."

"Like what?" "I've dated multiple guys. I've cheated on the people I was with. I've slept with multiple people at a time. I use people. I use people for their bodies. I only care about money."

"How would you have cheated on someone who you haven't dated? You literally to me that I'm literally your first boyfriend ever. I know you don't use people for anything either."

"Chan they don't believe me even after years of telling them that what they're saying is fake. It's alright though, I-" "how are you going to tell me that's okay when they literally accused you of so many things you haven't done"

"Dont get mad at them, I also deserve it. I was talking to many people at once. I think they misunderstood the fact I was trying to make friends...." Chan shook his head.

"I'm going to leave this as it is. Have a good rest of your day!! Byee!!" The curly black haired Australian said before turning the other way to leave once they got to the pink and blue haired boy's house.