Left Out Again | Jeongchan

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Jeongin was now getting out of work when he texted Chan

Jeongin
I need to talk to you

Chan
Okay
Are you alright though?
Did I hurt you too bad?

Jeongin
It's not about that
I just need to talk to you about something important
I'll be over in a few

Chan
Okay!
See you then
I love you 
❤❤❤

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Jeongin was now standing in front of his boyfriend's apartment as he knocked. The door swung open and the pink and blue haired boy was met by a smiling Chan.

"Hi beautiful! Come in, I made cookies for you!" The older male enthusiastically greeted as his boyfriend silently and blankly walked in.

Chan grabbed the plate of cookies that were on the kitchen counter and offered them to his boyfriend who was now sitting on the couch. Jeongin shook his head as a no before speaking.

"We can't be together" the younger abruptly announced making the black haired male look at his with furrowed eyebrows and a small smile. "What? That's funny Innie-" "Chan I'm serious"

The two sat in silence before the Australian male asked questions "why? Is it because of your dad? Or is it because I hurt you and your feelings?" "Chan, I'm not good enough for you, you deserve someone so much better than me. All I do for you is cause you problems and embarrass you because of my body."

Jeongin now had a frown on his face and tears filling his eyes as he explained to the curly black haired male that also had a frown on his face.

"I want you to have someone who isn't such a pain to take care of. You deserve someone who looks so much better than me and has a nicer body.... I don't deserve to be your boyfriend. I'm just a disgusting fat whore following and bothering you."

"Chan, I don't think-" the younger boy started crying as the older male listened with tears on his cheeks. "I don't think we can be together"

"Love, are you saying this because of your dad? If you are, don't believe him, we can be together. I've told you before, you're nothing I'm embarrassed about. I don't want someone else when I love you for who you are, not your body."

"Chan, we really can't be together though, my parents will disown me and kick me out of the house. I have nowhere to go if I do get kicked out. I also really want my parents' love and attention I haven't gotten before."

"I love you so much but I really want my parents to accept me" Chan nodded as he heard the words come out of his boyfriend's mouth. He understood the feeling of wanting love and attention from his parents.

"My dad said I have to break up with you. I really don't want to though" the younger boy continued crying. "I'm sorry Chan, I really have to go before my dad gets mad at me. I'm sorry for breaking up with you but you deserve better than me. Good bye Chan, please take care of yourself. I'll miss you"