unknown love ( JaneNella story)

Pain

Reginas POV

I can't take this anymore Narda.. I don't know what's  going on. I Have your promise with me That You Will Marry Me..but you are not here. And This tears Don't know the word Stop..

Ahhh...Why? .. I close my Eyes.. and for the first time In my life.. I prayed.. Lord pleassee Don't take My Heart Away...

Ali: Regina ? Uwi kana muna Go home

Regina: No Ali! I need to Know . What's Going On.
I need to see narda Ali.. I need narda. ( I wipe my tears but It keeps coming back)

Narda's Lola and ding arrived with Noah and Mara..

Narda's Lola hug me.. and said " apo.. anong nagyari"?.. I don't know what to say.. There are no words coming out of my mouth..

We wait for another hour then Doctor Tricia approach us..

And ask if we are Narda's family.. lola said 'oo"

She guide us to where Narda is.

Narda is now in her room here in this hospital.

I run and look at narda sleeping.. My tears fall on her cheeks.

Lola , Ding ,Noah and Mara came din sa bed ni narda ..and we are all now beside Narda..

Then doc tricia told lola to sit.. Noah and Mara did the same..Ding is beside lola..

While Me I can't leave narda kahit maupo lang.. I stay beside her standing holding her hand.

Lola berta is crying so much. So I'm the one speaking in behalf of her..

I ask what is going on.. ?

Then Doc Tricia explained everything..

Doc : Narda's doctor in greece . called me and assign me to continue monitoring Narda..

Regina: wait.. Narda's Doctor in Greece? so matagal na to Doc?

Doc: It's been a year. Narda has cerebral Aneurysms .According to her MRI na ginawa namin kanina mas lalong lumaki ang Blood clot sa utak niya.. She has to undergo a Surgery as soon as possible..

I can't breath.. but I need to compose myself..

Regina: What are the risk doc if we do it?

Doc: If the surgery went well she will have a normal life.

Regina: And If not? My tears keep on flowing

Doc: It will Lead to a Coma or Worst Death.

I can't take this... Ali give me a chair so I can sit beside narda..

Doc: But you need to talk to her dahil according sa Neurologist niya. since nalaman niya to. She refuse to do surgery... nagusap kami 4days ago. and She said.. After 4 days. She will decide to do it or not.

After hearing that ... everything make sense.. I cry .. oh narda... And cried.... That's why... I look at her ... and I kiss her hands. ..I don't know what to do narda.. I wipe my tears .

Doc tricia left us already...

Now We are just waiting for Narda na magising.

Lola and ding went sa condo ni narda para doon muna magpahinga kasi galing pa silang biyahe. and di kinakaya ni lola dito.. noah and mara sumabay narin .

Now It's me and Ali.. I told ali na iwan muna ako.

Now Im looking at my Narda.. pleasee Narda fight for us.. I close my eyes because I can feel my tears is back.

Narda: Hey..love..

I open my eyes and hug narda while Im crying....
She wipe my tears with her finger..

Narda: Tama na ang iyak love..

Regina: why love? bakit di mo sinabi sakin..

Narda: Dahil alam ko masasaktan ka

Regina: kahit na love.. love pleassee tell me what to do.. cause I can't think straight. I wipe my tears..

Narda: I want you to stay with me love. okay?

She look at me..

Narda: hindi kapa nagbibihis love? hindi ka ba kumakain ?

Regina: How can I eat..How can I take care of myself love? hindi ko alam anong nagyayari saiyo.. diko alam if mawawala kana sakin.. diko alam kung kakayanin ko..

Narda: Im sorry love..

She touch my face and wipe my tears. and said stop crying... I will be fine... You are here with me that's all I need..

After an hour.. I called lola and ding so they can come dahil gising na si Narda.

They hugged narda ..lola looked so worried and ding is crying... they talk.. and Narda said She will be fine.. they have nothing to worry about.. She asked them to go home na sa probinsya nila susunod lang daw siya... because This hospital is not good for her lola..

Which they did.. lalabas narin naman si narda tonight ..so umalis na sila lola and ding..

Now It's me and her waiting na ma release siya ng  doctor niya.

She give me food.. sabi niya di siya kakain if I don't eat mine.. Sabay kaming kumain.. hindi na ako umiiyak..but the pain in my heart is still present.

I smile so she know's I'm okay..

She talk to her doctor and said we will still talk about it regarding to her surgery if gagawin niya pa. Her doctor just said. okay but She need to decide soon and went her way..

Now We are at my condo.. di na kami muna umuwi sa condo niya because my place ang pinaka malapit sa hospital compare sa kanya.

When She look at me I smile but pag di na .. those smile fades..

I want her to see me strong.. not weak.. para mas magaan ang loob niya. I know her pain now. I know kung nasasaktan ako. mas nasasaktan siya..

Narda: Love?

Regina: yes love.

Narda: bakit parang malungkot ka parin ..lets go back to normal na tayo  love..

Regina: How love? sabi ng doctor mo. mas lumaki ang blood clot na nasa utak mo. You will die love . Now My tears is back.. I can't control it.

Narda: then let's enjoy.. the days...,months... na magkasama tayo..

Regina: I can't talk about this now . narda..im sorry..

Then I went straight to our room..

Im crying in bed.. my heart hurts so bad.. knowing She might die if she don't undergo surgery and if she will do it . there will be no gurantee if it will be a success... oh...pleasse tell me what to do narda.. I can't lose you...

Narda came in and try to calm me down..

Narda: Love this is the reason why ayaw kung malaman mo. I don't want to see you na ganito..
love..I love you.

Regina : masisisi mo ba ako narda? I love you so much okay? if mawawala kapa sakin.. dikona kakayanin.

She hug me so tight and we are crying.. she touch my face so I can see her and she give me a kiss..

I kiss her like I'm gonna lose her.. I kiss her while crying......

after an hour.. narda is asleep again.. I touch her face.. I can't lose you Narda.. I will find the best doctor for your surgery...

to be continue..