Ash trays:Javier Peña x reader

"You dont need to hide from me."

Javi quickly shut the door behind him leaving you alone in his apartment. You slid down on the couch and waited for a few moments. Should you go outside? Would that make things worse? You already came to the conclusion that it was 9 out of 10 most likely one of Javier's girls. He told you they where meaningless to him, but you noticed two would come around more frequently that's others. You knew faces more rather than names. you got Up off the couch and slowly walked to the door trying to listen to their conversation, switching between Spanish and English. "I trusted you and this is what you do to me, replace me with a whore?!", brutal much, "not like you where spreading your legs for anything less that 20 bucks. Don't give me that shit Carmen." The yelling got louder from her end, hearing the occasional slam from the door and aggressive jiggle of the door knob. You backed up when you felt things had gotten rough enough. You walked back to His room and sat on his bed, laying down and rolling onto your side and tucking your legs to your body. You tried to ignore the yelling and screaming coming from the both of them, you where embarrassed. It felt like you where caught up in a stupid love story and the "love of your life" was defending you from his "terrible ex girlfriend" soon to promise he would marry you and give you the life you wanted. You knew deep down that it was crazy and something like that would never actually happen. Eventually you would pack up and leave again, not sure where but going somewhere. You'd had met other men on your journeys who promised you the world and told you that you where the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on, it was beautiful in the Moment. The butterflies in your stomach would Flutter at their compliments. But you knew they had said that to plenty of women before you had Come along into their lives for a brief moment in time. You prepared your self for Javier, fearing this departure wouldn't be so easy.

You heard the front door click opened, hearing Javier let out a long sigh . slow foot steps approached the room. You hadn't noticed the quietness up until Now, "I'm sorry about. That." He walked over by his bed and set down on the edge of it. You nodded your head, he scooted up
Closer next to you laying down to your left and cupped his hands around your face. "What's wrong." You sighed and looked down from him. "I'm
Embarrassed. For you and I feel ridiculous just..
Just being like the only person in your life who cares. It upsets other people." He scooted to your face placing a kiss on your nose. "Then ignore what they think, I'm happy with you. And that's all I care about." Was he happy that you took care of him, or was he happy because he was thinking about a  future relationship if possible. Javier worked a lot, over the past few weeks you worried that one day he wouldn't come home. There was a risk factor with Javier, you wanted to be with him. It was the very thing that consumed your thoughts. It drives you, eagerness to turn over a new leaf. But, a fear for commitment, is this the person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with? What could he offer? What's he like truly behind his tough guy act? What does he see in you besides sex? You rolled over and he slowly pulled you by your waist close to him and kissed you neck. "Do you want to hermosa?" He words rolled of his tongue smoothly, using his lips to caress your neck with his soft lips making you shiver. Your arms snaked up behind your body to his neck when you wrapped your hands around the back of his neck pulling him closer to you. He took
His hands and flipped you over, you let go and grabbed onto his face kissing him. He took your shirt off with a very swift movement before stopping him self. "Go put it on." You looked at him confused for a moment, before his eyes darted to his dresser with the pink bag sitting atop. You smiled and kissed him letting your tongue make its way into his mouth tangling together. You pulled away and got up off his bed and walked to the dresser grabbing the pink bag and taking it to his bathroom to change. He moved
Down to the edge of the bed and waited painfully patiently. You closed the door behind you setting the bag on the counter. You took off your bra and stripped down, you rooted though his drawers and used some of the lavender deodorant you purposely left. You had put everything on, adjusting straps, pulling this down and up Making sure you looked good, the shear fabric on your top let your nipples show. Your dainty panties hugged your back side beautifully reveling just enough and allowing for easy access. You had a hard time trying to get the shear stockings in because they felt weird to roll
Up. There was also a surprise piece of shear fabric with little prices of lace that accented the rest of the set and the straps connected held up your stockings, it wrapped around your waist hugging you, making you feel like you where fairly covered. The sheerness was tempting, candy, desire. You took a deep breath,
You didn't let anyone see you in this light, most of the men you brought home you where drunk, they didn't care. But you both waited, it felt special. Something about it did and you couldn't figure it out. You heard foot steps walking around javis apartment.