I really want you to hate me

Chapter 25

Rebekah

The week felt longer than usual. Maybe because I missed Daniella most of the time. We barely spent any time together, only working on our project in the library. Strictly in the library, only when others were there too. I wanted to kiss her most of the time when we were close to each other, but I was afraid enough not to do it when people were around. And we really had to do this work, because we had a due date and it was coming closer and closer quickly.

Friday morning the buzzing on my skin grew so strong that I felt dizzy. I was waiting for this day all week. Hopefully my parents didn't change plans and they were still leaving for the weekend. So when I jogged into the kitchen and I saw their suitcases, I could jump out of my skin in happiness.

Most of the times when we saw each other in the hallway, we didn't make a big deal out of it. I smiled at her and I felt Dani's eyes follow me until I disappeared in a room. It was like this before, except that I was not smiling at her, but I felt her eyes on me alway in the last years. Not me though. I walked directly up to her when I arrived at the school. She was talking to Hayley, both of them leaning against the lockers. I pushed away the awful feeling in my chest that the sight caused. A new kind of smile appeared on her face, when she saw me, surprised when I stopped next to them.

"Good morning." Her arm moved in my direction, but stopped and pulled back, before it would be too obvious to anyone.

"Morning." I bit my lip. She was so beautiful. She always was, but right there and then in the morning light, with a still tired face she was the most gorgeous person on earth. "Hi." I turned to Hayley, giving her a polite smile.

"Hi, Rebekah. How are you?"

"Fine. Thanks." I turned my attention back to my girlfriend. "Can we talk for a moment?"

"Ofcourse."

She walked after me into the bathroom, shutting the door after us. Thankfully the room was completely empty, not a soul in there with us. I wrapped my hands around her neck, pressing my lips against hers. She was surprised at first, but she kissed me back, pulling me in.

"Hi." She whispered against my mouth after she pulled away.

"Hi." I stepped back a little, afraid that someone would open the door and catch us. She leaned against the sink, crossing her arms in front of her black shirt. Her hair was curled today, beautifully falling around her shoulder. "My parents are out of town." My back hit the door of one of the stalls, standing on the opposite side of the room. Her eyes burned their way on my body, looking me up and down.

"Yeah?" She asked back, her teeth showing, when they sank into her lip.

"Yeah." I nodded. All the hair stood straight on my body, as her eyes made contact with mine. She didn't say anything, just walked up to me, her hand pressing against the door behind me, locking me between her arms.

"I was thinking about you last night." She leaned in, her lips almost touching mine.

"What were you thinking about?" I asked when I finally found my voice again. It sounded shaky and thin. A grin formed on her lips while she looked down at me, one hand leaving from the side of me to touch my waist,pushing me more into the surface behind me. With a fast move she pushed her thigh between my legs. My breath hitched.

"Guess." She whispered into my ear, her teeth touching my earlobe. I shivered against her body, my hand grabbing onto her jacket that covered her t-shirt.

"Come over after school."

"We said we are doing dates." She remembered me. Right now the idea seemed stupid, I just wanted to get naked, but she was right.