A Red Rose - Hyunlix

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Felix's POV

February 14th

It was Valentine's Day, the day of lovers but I was looking forward to the next day: the day of singles, which represented me on the other hand.

I was able to suppress suicidal feelings and depression thanks to Hyunjin, and now I was even more in love with him than before.

-Felix, let's go for a walk in the park, it even snowed- she said agitatedly. I looked out the window: peace ruled like a queen, while the snow-covered landscape seemed to give an easy to catch sign of peace.

-Sure, why not- I answered happily.

It was still snowing when we walked out, silky white flakes landing gracefully on the snowy lawn, giving a view of the landscape that left you speechless, simply beautiful.

I dressed normally, in a black jacket and black jeans, simple and comfortable. We were walking quietly, there were only a few dozen meters to the little park when Hyunjin took me by the arm and made me turn towards him.

-I have a surprise for you, so put this on and I'll guide you- he said smiling and put on the bandage he handed me.

He took me by the shoulders and stood next to me, while he guided me and I trusted him blindly. I was a little agitated...I had a strange feeling in my chest that I was having a hard time describing. 

What did he want to show me? All that was missing was that he wanted to kill me but I had already ruled out this strange idea.

-We're almost there- he whispered and I jumped in fright. I took another ten steps until he stopped me and I heard him take a step behind me.

He gently took off the blindfold and I opened my mouth, my eyes widening in astonishment: the little park.

 It was all full of roses, huge rose bushes, near the swing set, the pines and oaks, even at the sides of the picnic table. The snow covered everything except the roses, I looked like burning red flames capable of melting the snow ... it was spectacular, I almost felt like crying.

My heart had stopped, along with that magical moment, I stared at the landscape as the snow seemed to fall more slowly.

Had he done all this for me? He had remembered the thought I had shared with him a year before and he had realized it...

I turned around and Hyunjin was holding a red rose in his hand, with a dark green stem, while the corolla was a burgundy red decorated with shades of bright red.

-A Red Rose- I whispered amazed, in a feeble whisper that cut the silence like a sharp knife.Hyunjin threw the rose to the ground, which sank softly against the thick layer of snow, stretched out an arm and surrounded my waist, forcing me to advance until I collided with his marble body. 

 The other hand hooked the back of my neck, until I found myself within a breath of his mouth. It was as if his heart stopped beating, his cheeks flushed a bright red and I felt his breath crash against my skin. He dipped his fingers into my hair and squeezed it into a fist inviting me to arch.

 A few millimeters of distance between our mouths. I was shaking. And my heart too, the beats increasing and seeming to echo like an echo in my ribcage.

Peering into my newly parted mouth, he licked his lips sensually and I blushed, inches from them. Time seemed to stop, everything around us erased and there was only him, a short distance from me.

He stood still, staring at my lips like a wild animal and I understood that he was looking for my consent or denial so I leaned on my toes to cancel the distance.

His lips touched mine, they were warm and soft, moist and beautiful. Something snapped in him, he squeezed me until it hurt and he kissed me passionately rubbing his lips against mine, with slow but intense lunges. The delicate vanilla taste of him made me gasp against him, and as he felt it he gripped my side deeply and pushed me towards him, pressing my body against his. I felt a tear roll down his cheek, for no specific reason, perhaps because of the emotion and happiness of the moment, a moment later he wiped it away and stroked my cheek as he kissed me.

I hooked my hands behind his neck as I drifted into that beautiful kiss. My knees were shaking and I didn't think I'd be able to stand much longer.

His full, soft lips craved mine, draining my soul and the oxygen left in his lungs.In a second he managed to make the kiss from passionate to rough and wild: he bit my lip and leaned over me forcing me to arch my back to deepen that carnal contact. 

My heart was pounding in his chest, the butterflies in his stomach were destroying the walls of the organ by flying into it.

His tongue set my palate on fire and I moaned with pleasure as he squeezed my hair to kiss me even deeper. I no longer felt my legs, I only felt my face burn and my mouth burn thanks to the sensations that contact gave me.

I broke away from the kiss, collapsing against his chest and he hugged me, I was out of breath, in fact I found myself panting against him, with my hands on his pecs. I had no more energy and I felt very weak, he put a hand on my back and stroked me gently, trying to hold me up and relax at the same time.

-I love you- he whispered. I felt numb, as if my strength were failing.

-I love you too- I said as I gasped.

I could hardly believe what had just happened, everything from the roses to the kiss.

-Are you okay?- He asked, when he saw the state I was in.

-Mmh, I think all is well- I answered with uncertainty

He took my left hand and I felt a metal hoop slip into my ring finger. I looked at the hand and there was a ring, actually two: one cream and one dark brown. There was a small writing engraved on the side: "I love you" I looked at the writing for many seconds, until a tear wet my cheek, falling on the white snow.

I looked at him bewildered, the words were dead in my mouth, along with all the bad feelings.

-Oh God...- I'd babble, staring at the ring.

-Do you like it?- He whispered softly.

-You...you didn't have to, n-you didn't...- I stammered, I didn't know what to say, at least I knew what to do.

I leaned over and took his cheeks to kiss him, an innocent kiss but the taste of his lips made me dizzy, his heart woke up and started beating furiously while Hyunjin smiled on my lips and then deepened the kiss.

He licked my lips and looked at me lustfully, enveloping my waist.

Author corner

Oh my gosh guys. Help, I love this chapter. I think it's the scene you've all been waiting for, but I've been waiting for it more than any of you. I've been trying to imagine this scene in detail for weeks, almost months, trying to make multiple versions and choose the most suitable one. On February 2nd I wrote the chapter but over the weeks I think I've added details and improved the whole thing, so how is it? 

 Please tell me it gives you some butterflies in your stomach, it's all written in detail and it took me months to imagine and write it. You don't understand, during the lessons I sometimes got lost imagining the scene and felt the adrenaline and butterflies in my stomach. :(

Also in 13 days it's my birthday waaaa, on Saturday I'm going to have a small party with my friends and like I'm going to wake up at six am to prepare a lot of desserts and recipes found on Pinterest :)

I'll update next weekend, I hope you enjoyed this chapter <3

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