A Red Rose - Hyunlix

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Felix's POV

-I don't want to go home!- I complained

-Felix, please cooperate-

-No!-

-Why?-

-Because I want to meet the waitress from before, the blonde one-

-And why?-

-...I do not know-

-Then let's go home-

-No! Leave me here, go to your Jeongin...- he took me by the arm and dragged me out of the restaurant while I kept moaning like a child.

-Hyunjin- I said, he turned around and I looked at him spellbound, with a mischievous smile.

 I grabbed him by the collar and pulled him close to me until he was only inches away from us. I smiled again, clasping my hands behind his neck. He instinctively placed his hands on my hips, leaving electric shocks on his skin. His stomach did a somersault, his heart starting a running race.

-You are beautiful...- I whispered, bringing my mouth close to his, the grip on my hips strengthened and he bent his neck towards my ear:

-Fuck, Felix,- he said as his breath hit my neck. I felt my heart skipping a beat, I wanted to kiss him, desperately. Too bad he liked I.N.

-Kiss me,- I said. I waited a few seconds, and then he pulled away completely from me, turning and starting to walk home. 

What?

I started chasing him to keep up, and to find an answer to my questions, I was out of breath and I approached him, trying to keep up with his fast pace.

-You're drunk, I can't. You're not in you.- he said

After several minutes of walking we returned home, and I fell exhausted onto the bed, moaning in frustration. 

Alcohol alcohol friend, you are no help at all. Hyunjin arrived after ten minutes and lay down under the covers, I approached him and climbed on his chest, intending to tease him.

 I didn't know how to do it, I had 0 experience, so I started drawing imaginary lines on his chest.

-Felix, stop it- he said calmly, I continued to do it, with more enthusiasm. I brought my face close to him and planted a languid kiss on his jaw as his heart raced. At that point something snapped in him: he grabbed me by the hips until it hurt and reversed his position. 

My heart started pounding, I was scared. He with one arm supported him on top of me and with the other he strengthened his grip on my side, tears came to his eyes.-H-hyunjin, m-you hurt me- I whispered.

-Isn't that what you were asking?- He whispered in my ear.

-Sex?- he continued. My blood froze. Why had I risked so much? My legs began to shake, while my heart seemed to stop.

-Now I'll pretend you didn't try to tease me like a bitch, okay? I'm sure getting laid is the least of your problems now- 

I gulped, regretting whatever the hell choice I made. But then, why had he been so direct? So rude? My whole body was shaking.

-Felix, don't provoke me when I've been drinking. I can't control myself,- he said gently. He kissed my cheek as I trembled in terror. He had called me "bitch", knowing full well that I had been abused for years.

Tears began to flow silently as I stared at the ceiling, unable to move any muscles. He lay down next to me, looking back at me. At one point I gained enough strength to get back on my feet and go to the kitchen to get some camomile tea, while my body was shaking like a leaf. I took small uncertain steps, scared out of my mind of what had happened. There was no way it had been the same person who saved me from my disastrous life I had.