We Are All Fucked Up /bangchan ff

08. can i stay?

내 맘은 이리 울적한데 말할 사람이 없다
My heart wants to cry but I have no one to talk to

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"Chaeryeong you wanna come with us?" "Am I allowed to?" "Of course if the others wouldn't let you I wouldn't come either." Jeongin and seungmin are nodding and chaeryeong gives us a small smile. "Thanks but I'm meeting ryunjin today so maybe next time." "Girl tomorrow you need to tell me everything." She blushes and nods her head. I see ryunjin walking out and chaeryeong turns to say goodbye I whisper "good luck" into her ear when we hug and she blushes again.

A few seconds later the others are also comming out of the building. "So wanna go to the market first?" Felix asks. "Yeah I don't have snacks and drinks at our house anymore." Hanse says. So we start walking to the small market. I grab the small package from my jacket and pull out a cigarette. I was walking more behind with felix and minho. I light up my cigarette and take a puff. Hanse turns to me "Can I have one i forgot mine?" I trow the cigarettes to him and he catches them. With a cigarette between his lips he thanks me and trow it back. "Anyone else?"

Changbin, chan and minho say yes so I give it to minho and he passes them after he took one out. "Need a lighter?" He nods and I give him my lighter while hanse gives his lighter to chan and changbin. I take another hit while we walk. Minho hands me my lighter bag and also takes a drag from his cig. "So what do we wanna do tonight?" Han asks "how about me and y/n roll a joint and we just chill maybe some alcohol but not to much today?" We all agree and finish our cigarettes. "But I don't have weed with me it's at home." I say while I step on my cigarette. "Its okay I have pretty much at the house." We all walk into the market as we arrived. "Jeongin, felix and Han can you pick out some snacks we're gonna go to alcohol section?" "Yeah do you guys want something special?" Jeongin asks we shake our heads and walk to the alkohol.

I pick up a bottle of barcadi "are you down for mojito" "I love mojito" Chan says so I nod and walk over to the vegetable and fruit section to pick some limes I also took some brown sugar and mint. I walk over to felix to put the things into the card. "Ohh you wanna make mojito" felix asks me while giving me one of his sweet smiles. "Yeah do you like mojito" "Yes probably one of my favorite cocktails." I nod and walk back to the others I see changbin with a bottle of vodka and cola probably to mix it. Minho and chan have some secco in their hands. "Done with picking?" I asks them I get a "yes" from all of them. We walk over to the three at the snack section and help them pick. "What did you got" asks hyunjin.

"Some chips and crackers with dip" felix answers him. Jeongin picks up some chocolate and puts it into the card. " I think we're done." We walk over to the cashier and give him our things. "Ohh and also 2 packages of this cigarettes at the top right." Hanse says to the cashier. "Can I please have your ID." "Don't you see the tattoos all over my body" Hanse chuckles "I still wanna see it." Hanse lightly shakes his head and pulls out his ID. The cashier looks at the ID and gives it back to hanse. "That would be 78887,32₩(55€) before hanse could even pull out the money changbin walks to the front and puts his card on the machine. "How often do I need to tell you that you don't need to always pay" "Its okay I have the money and for what else am I good." He smiles and gives in his code.

Before anyone else could say something the cashier says thank you and gives us the bags. We walk out and and start to walk to the house. "Here" Hanse says and hands me one of the cigarette packs " you really didn't needed too" "ahh it's okay you always give me cigarettes when I ask and I'm the one with the ID right?"

~inside the house~

"It is really pretty here" I say while looking at the rooms. "You wanna go into the kitchen making the first drinks with me?" "Sure I say and follow hanse into the kitchen where we place the bags and pull out the things. "So everyone wants a mojito or something else?" Everyone screams mojito from wherever they are. I start making the drinks while hanse is pouring the snacks into the bowls. "Where are your knives?" He points at a drawer. I walk over there and pull out a knife. I start cutting some limes. "Want some help?" Chan suddenly stands behind me. "Yeah can you pull out 10 glasses. Chan walks over to a cabinet and takes out the glasses. "Thanks" "no problem" He walks over to the drawer and takes a knife too. He stands next to me and starts to cut some limes too. We pure the limes and the brown sugar into the glasses and start to squeeze the limes. I pur Some bacardi into the glasses and chan fills them with sparkling water. We put mint into it and bring everything to the table in the living room. Now we are all sitting at the living room