We Are All Fucked Up /bangchan ff

11. shotgun

You wanna ruin your life with me? ~kraftclub
(Willst du dir dein Leben ruinieren mit mir)

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Hanse lights up the joint and takes a few puffs till he hands it to minho. "When the joint passes to me someone wanna do shotgun kiss?" I ask. Hanse chuckles a bit while shaking his head being the only one knowing what it is. "what is a shotgun kiss?" Jisung asks me but everyone seems interested.

"So a shotgun is when person 'A' what at the moment is me takes a hit from the joint inhales the smoke and exhale it into person B's mouth while kissing and then person B needs to inhale the smoke and when we break apart from the kiss person b exhales the smoke. You understand?" Some of them are getting red "so who wants to try it I can show it on someone and then you guys can do it on whoever you want." "You can show it on me I think I understood how it works" chaeryeong says. Climbing from chans lap I crawl over to chaer "you sure?" She nods and I take the joint from felix.

I sat myself on the couch so chaer can sat on my lap. I take one of my hands behind chaers head and with the other hand I take a Hit from the joint I inhale it and push chaeryeongs head to me when our lips meet chaer opens them a bit so I can exhale the smoke into her mouth. She inhales the smoke and we brake our kiss chaer starts to cough exhaling the smoke I lay her head on my chest knowing that the first time shotgun hits hard. After she got better she sat normal on the couch again. I look over at changbin who had a phone in his hand filming everything.

"Bastard do you need to film everything?" but we start laughing. "So everyone knows now?" Some of them nod and start talking with each other and Han started building a second joint "I think I didn't really understand how to do it do you mind teaching me?" Chan says not even trying to hide the smirk. "Come on you just wanna kiss me" I teased him a bit. "Maybe" He says with a big grin.

I take the joint crawling back into his lap chan puts one hand behind my head and the other on my hip. I put my free hand into his hair I take a hit and lean down trying not to press to much on his new piercing while our lips meet we both open our mouths a bit letting the smoke into his mouth he inhales and moves a bit from me to exhale the smoke but chan starts to cough really hard so that his eyes are already getting wet. After like 2 minutes chan was feeling great again and was sitting next to me. I took my phone and send a message to binnie.

Y/n
Boy take your chance

Binnie
What are you talking about?

Changbin looks at me weirdly and chan starts a conversation with chaer.

Y/n
Ask felix for a shotgun kiss it wouldn't be so obviously that you are head over for him when you say you just want to try it

Binnie
I'm definitely not going to do that are you stupid imagine he says no that would be just embarrassing

Y/n
Well ig I need to take that into my hands

Binnie
What y/n!? what do you mean?

But before he could write something else I put out my phone and smirk at him. He gives me a deadly glare but I don't care. "Well what about a game so you dry ass bitches have a bit fun. I'm gonna pick two people and they try shotgun kiss." Some of them look nervous because there could a chance that I let them kiss a person but changbin is the most nervous already knowing who I will pick. "I pick changbin and....." I point at my finger to everyone switching between everyone but stopping at the freckled boy. "Felix" his eyes widen bit he looks kinda happy that it was him but also nervous that I picked him. I take the joint from jisung light it up and gave it to changbin. Felix stands infront of changbin but changbin pulls felix on his lap. felix is sitting on changbin crotch stabilizing himself with putting a hand on changbins chest

Changbins pov:

Felix is sitting on me with his hand on my chest I hope he doesn't feel my heartbeat. I put my hands around his waist pulling him to me. I look him in the eyes while I take the hit I let my hand with the J fall to the side but hanse takes the J from me and i pull felixs face to mine. I press my lips into his letting the smoke slowy drift into his mouth slowly moving my hand from his waist to his thighs. I stroke his thighs a bit what brings felix to stop the kiss because he let out a whimper he leans back exhaling the smoke. We both blush, me because I kissed felix and he probably because he almost moaned.

Y/ns pov

After a while we all grabbed our sleeping bags laying them on the floor I was between chaeryeong and chan. I changed into some comfy clothes like a jogger and a long-sleeved shirt taking of the bra under the shirt. I'm laying on my right side talking to chaeryeong about some things and especially ryunjin. But chaer was tired so she went to sleep. I move to my other Sid seeing that chan is still awake. "Hey" we both say. "Why don't you go to sleep?" Chan whispers to me. "Can't sleep you?" "Same" "sucks" I say "mhm" we just lay their in silence just staring at each other everyone else is asleep.
"You wanna go out smoke a cigarette?" I whisper to him. He nods and tries to stay up as quiet as possible. I walk over to the table where my cigarettes and my lighter is grabbing it and walking out to the balcony with chan. We walk to the small bench on the balcony to sit on it. "Here" I hold my cigarette pack infront of him "no it's okay I have my own." I nod and try to light my cigarette but the wind is to strong. "Wait let me help you" Chan puts his one hand on my hand and the other on the side where I can't block the wind. "Thanks" I say while blowing out the smoke.
"Are you okay?" "What?" I say kinda confused why would he ask that out of nowhere. "You just look tired all the time so are you okay?" "Yeah, you?" I say quietly not making eye contact. "Okay I guess" He says while putting the cigarette between his lips. I look up at the stars inhaling the smoke. "What did you do before you moved here?" "I don't know I didn't had so many contacts like I have now I guess" I didn't know what I should tell him I don't really have any good memories from that time. "My lip hurts" Chan hisses "yeah it's pretty swollen but that's normal" "Let's go in the house again it's getting cold." Chan says I mean he has less clothes on than me he wears a tshirt and shorts so he is probably cold. I put my cigarette in the ashtray. And followed chan in the house but when we closed the door we stood still looking into the eyes of two other person. It was changbin and felix making out away from the sleeping persons in the living room. "Uhm keep going we will go." I say awkwardly taking chans arm and pulling him after me into the living room. We lay in our sleeping backs again "well didn't expected that" Chan whispers. "I did just not right at the moment." I say chuckling a bit. Chan just stares at me smiling. "We should probably sleep" "right" I sigh "y/n..?" I nod "Can I come closer" I nod again. Chan moves to me only being a few centimeters away from me. "Is that okay?" He whispers "yes" he puts his hand on my waist. I turn around so I'm with my back to him he puts his arm around me and pulls me closer so that he spoons me. "Sleep well." I fell his hot breath at my neck. "You too"
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